willdabeast

well my vacation is winding down. just a few days left. why didn't i do this sooner ( aside from not being really to afford too much time off )? watched movies and ate chinese take out tonight, the container leaked on the way back from the resturant so now my backpack smells like shrimp lo mein with extra garlic i rented some movies i have been meaning to rent ,Love Actually, i'm a big fan of british comedies, Pieces of April, if ever thet make the TiffanyJewel movie they can get katie holmes ( mmmm) to play her as the body language and attiude are uncannily similar, and The Reckoning a medival murder mystery which was much better than i thought it would be.

i'm feeling much more relaxed after a week off of work yet this sadness that still hangs over me has made reflect on things and even though my heart remains heavy i understand it better now. realizing that it's coming from many different sources. my attachment to several different ideas and people. it's time to let go with out letting go. ok, maybe i have read one too many zen koans.