willdabeast

oh my aching head... was it the beer or the head-butt i gaveSpeedPHreak? i drank steady for 4-5 hours. way more than i'm used. Speedy and i started out at a basement party/concert which was broken up by the police. it's fun watching 10-15 underage kids go scrambling in the dark and that's not counting the ones inside. then we went to a bar called the tap room, saw a few people i know there talked and drank for a while then hit another bar, the time out, by this time i was getting tired and starting to shut down. when i do this i only speak to people when i am spoken to. so i just stood by the end of the bar drinking and looking mean ( eh, it's an easy look for me...). for some reason Speedy and i get a litle violent with each other, in a friendly way, but violent none the less. it usually starts with him punching me and reflexively punch him back. tonight it was him punching me in the shoulder instantly followed by me punching him in the forehead ( man , i am sorry about that as i forget i don't have to put much force behind it to hurt some one..). then the second time of this night was at the last bar when he was teasing me for being in a bad mood because i was tired.
after a few playful hits from him i leaned in and did a quick head-butt. ow...

underneath my calm , gentle exterior lies years of experience in being violent. i must be more careful. as long as my temper isn't backing up the violence i should be ok as it takes a lot nowadays to get me angry. now i get more annoyed and grumpy than actually furious and in a rage.