*sigh* women.... sometimes i seriously
question my need to have them in my life. maybe i'll just keep then as friends at best enemies at worst.
i have to give my girlfriend an ultimatum.
change her situation by the end of the year or i break it off with her emotionally
and finacially.
i can't keep this up for much longer. almost 3 years is enough.
i still care for her very much.
on a positive note, the weight loss is going well. past the 20 pound mark now.
now all is left is to meet my goal for the year which is another 20 pounds. that should put me around 250 only 25 pounds heavier than i was 8 years ago instead of 65. the chest pains have subsided. i may yet stave off the heart attack/ bypass surgery.
now to send off the message, workout ,then go read.
question my need to have them in my life. maybe i'll just keep then as friends at best enemies at worst.
i have to give my girlfriend an ultimatum.
change her situation by the end of the year or i break it off with her emotionally
and finacially.
i can't keep this up for much longer. almost 3 years is enough.
i still care for her very much.
on a positive note, the weight loss is going well. past the 20 pound mark now.
now all is left is to meet my goal for the year which is another 20 pounds. that should put me around 250 only 25 pounds heavier than i was 8 years ago instead of 65. the chest pains have subsided. i may yet stave off the heart attack/ bypass surgery.
now to send off the message, workout ,then go read.
tanx:
sometimes a relationship becomes a dependency. and keep in mind, that dependencies can work two ways.