sitting on my bed
body shaking,tears streaming down
everything falling apart around me
the automatic craddled in my hands
thinking it wouldn't be that hard
i thought i was in love
i thought it should be over
i thought of my father
i thought of my brother
i tossed the gun aside,curled up and went to sleep
what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger?
but is not killing yourself a sign of strength or weakness?
body shaking,tears streaming down
everything falling apart around me
the automatic craddled in my hands
thinking it wouldn't be that hard
i thought i was in love
i thought it should be over
i thought of my father
i thought of my brother
i tossed the gun aside,curled up and went to sleep
what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger?
but is not killing yourself a sign of strength or weakness?
also, killing yourself is a sign of submission, not weakness or strength.