Friday Jul 08, 2005

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man. this new job is pretty exhausting. maybe i should get to bed earlier.

nah.

time to let loose today after the first week of my new job! call me up if you get bored tonight and want to stop by. i'll be having a few friends over for movies, drinking, and more.
_bossanova_:
Hey you! I'm so glad you're back-I got your message but due to inclement weather and my dumb ass leaving my phone at work, I've been a bit indisposed.wink I'm so glad you're back! I want to hear all about your trip. I'll call you soon.kiss

Thursday Jul 07, 2005

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and yet so lonely.
sniggitysnags:
I don't think I have enough fingers and toes to count how many journal entries you post about being lonley..... buy a ferret!



NOT LONLEY ANYMORE! biggrin

Tuesday Jul 05, 2005

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i nearly died. i went on an excursion into the jongle and the mountains. on a particularly muddy and steep slope, our toyota land cruiser lost control and slid down the mountain. we stopped suddenly, having turned 90 degrees and facing a spectacular view. the driver told us to get out slowly one by one and add some weight to the front left side of...
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Monday Jul 04, 2005

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i am now back from south america! it was awesome. there are many stories to tell here.
hypermediocrity:
so start telling!
hasselhoff:
Jeez man, it's been about a month. So tell us about your madcaped antics.

Tuesday May 31, 2005

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now i have to break up with this girl and make her sad. i really hate doing that to someone, having been on that side. but it's now or later, and the more it's post-poned, the more pain is inflicted.

it makes feel like a terrible person when someone is nice, willing, and responsive to me but i just feel hollow towards the whole situation....
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chimericalme:
DUDE...thanx for allowing me to join this previous weekend. I had a blast!

Sorry I didn't say "bye" to everyone....it was a rather unique night biggrin
hasselhoff:
That's tough. I don't think I ever "broke up" with someone before. It was always me not calling them and when they called me one day it was just long uncomfortable pauses. There's no good way to tell someone that they're not the one. I wish I was less of a dick in the past. I know there's this one girl in Charlotte I must of really messed up. I stood her up apparently - I don't even remember the occasion. She drug my name through the mud, lost a bunch of weight and years down the road I was getting some coffee and I turn around and find this girl starring at me in this very strange intense way. The hilarious thing is I didn't even recognize her and the occasion passed without note till D mentioned something about her after the fact. The whole series of events didn't mean anything to me but I could tell she was still bitter. Karma's a bitch though and I've gotten as good as I've given.

Monday May 30, 2005

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lonely.
sniggitysnags:
buy a fish, give it a girls name.... then watch her swim back and forth, back and forth, back and.... still lonely? confused
hasselhoff:
Hang in there man.

- Had a great time at your place the other night.

Friday May 27, 2005

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depressed again. i feel pretty helpless. in spite of being successful in so many aspects of my life, i'm a failure in the only thing that really brings me joy.

this girl i've been out with a couple of times makes me feel hollow inside because she just doesn't give me any emotions. i don't know what's worse: being completely alone or being with someone...
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katfireblade:
*sympathizes*
*A LOT*

Wednesday May 25, 2005

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man, i just got this crazy phone call (number not in my phone) from this girl and i didn't catch her name. so i'm just talking along, not knowing who this person is. it's all very confusing, because she didn't leave any hints at all.

i am so lost. i have no idea if it was one of my good friends or if it was...
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Wednesday May 18, 2005

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bingo last night was crazy! i drank too much and didn't win anything except tequila shots. frown

in other news, taking charge of life! i've not felt quite this good in a long time. i'm wondering when the crash will happen.
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libertylux:
I was the one with the short blonde hair taking the picture with your shirt.
hellkittenallie:
Hi!

I was great to meet you the other night at NIN, even if it was just for a moment. Sorry my guy and I didn't make it to the Majestic. We got a bit trashed. It's probably a good thing, we have a tendency to be a little obnoxious when drunk. Probably not a good first impression. Hopefully, we can hang out soon.

XOXO

ALlie
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