about 30 pages of writing in three days.
alone.
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sniggitysnags:
for god sakes, buy a ferret 
boychucker:
Yeah, I had read that entry, but I didn't plan on drinking as much as I did. I got lucky and I know it.
i wrote a poem tonight, but i'm embarassed to share it. it sounds good in my head but probably comes across as cheesy and i can't tell. so i'm going to subject it to some peer review before i get the nerve to post it up. sorry.
tonight, i tried to be social. i couldn't drink much since i've had an upset stomach all day,...
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tonight, i tried to be social. i couldn't drink much since i've had an upset stomach all day,...
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fucking pigs. jesus.
so i'm trying to drive someone back to their car, when all of a sudden, i see like four cop cars on decatur ave, blocking off the street, and people running around in the middle of this.
if you're the driver, do you approach this chaos, and stop?
it looked like a fucking shoot out to me. or like some bad shit...
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so i'm trying to drive someone back to their car, when all of a sudden, i see like four cop cars on decatur ave, blocking off the street, and people running around in the middle of this.
if you're the driver, do you approach this chaos, and stop?
it looked like a fucking shoot out to me. or like some bad shit...
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isthatallthereis:
Relax. Relate. Release.....Take Care Sugarpie 
things haven't been well. but i have written the start of my first chapter in my book. that's about it.
_bossanova_:
*hug*
It was good to talk to you, but I am still worried. Do you want to go book-shopping tomorrow? I have all of these great recommendations saved up.
I'll call you when I get back to my place and have a phone that functions. You stay well.
It was good to talk to you, but I am still worried. Do you want to go book-shopping tomorrow? I have all of these great recommendations saved up.
I'll call you when I get back to my place and have a phone that functions. You stay well.
and all that could have been
by nine inch nails
Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of...
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by nine inch nails
Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of...
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tonight i went and attended a party that i was mostly tangental to. in any case, it was yet again another sense of dislodging when i found out they had kids. all of them. and i was the only person under 25 that didn't have kids or was planning on it.
tonight i had a vicious thought. consider:
if life hasn't taken any effort to...
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tonight i had a vicious thought. consider:
if life hasn't taken any effort to...
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katfireblade:
Take care.
libertylux:
I know! I'm so so sick of this rain 
Spring is such a tease.
Feel better babe. Was that you who left me an IM? Sorry I didn't recognize your name if it was. Let me know if you wanna grab some lunch and get out or anything!
Spring is such a tease.
Feel better babe. Was that you who left me an IM? Sorry I didn't recognize your name if it was. Let me know if you wanna grab some lunch and get out or anything!
am i stuck in a vortex of bad luck? my date today cancelled on me. it's such a useless endeavor. today i'm awfully depressed again.
___k:
It was good to see you out and about again. You should make it more frequent.
And don't let them get you down.
[k]
[EDIT: yTpo]
[Edited on Mar 26, 2005 8:23PM]
And don't let them get you down.
[k]
[EDIT: yTpo]
[Edited on Mar 26, 2005 8:23PM]
sniggitysnags:
Just cancel on your next date to make up for that.
Be in control!
Ha... Then go out and find yourself someone whos worth being depressed over!
Unless Im totally wrong. Alcohol will do that you know
Be in control!
Ha... Then go out and find yourself someone whos worth being depressed over!
Unless Im totally wrong. Alcohol will do that you know
this is a terrible situation. the more i try and dig myself out of this, it seems i just keep slipping. at the risk of sounding like a complete psuedo emogoth asshole, i haven't felt this sad or isolated in such a long time. don't get me wrong - i've been out and about with a few friends here and there, but for the more...
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sniggitysnags:
I know exactly how you feel...
libertylux:
I was so consumed by the new pic I didn't even really reply.
That seems to be a common feeling. It's like worse than the winter blues. It's knowing theres a fresh spring out there and just not....caring. Yet wanting others to care. It's a strange limbo kind of place.
Come out tonight?
That seems to be a common feeling. It's like worse than the winter blues. It's knowing theres a fresh spring out there and just not....caring. Yet wanting others to care. It's a strange limbo kind of place.
Come out tonight?
i am depleted.
that is the best word i could come up with. the joy of companionship i can respect seems so distant now. i'm made to ache in such terrible ways. my only remedy the drunk and the few friends that care enough to drive me home to safety.
c'mon people - at least that is there and well appreciated. i can't think right...
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that is the best word i could come up with. the joy of companionship i can respect seems so distant now. i'm made to ache in such terrible ways. my only remedy the drunk and the few friends that care enough to drive me home to safety.
c'mon people - at least that is there and well appreciated. i can't think right...
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Glad to hear the story is progressing so well.
Wish you could have made it out Saturday, you m,issed a hell of a party.