Tuesday May 31, 2005

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now i have to break up with this girl and make her sad. i really hate doing that to someone, having been on that side. but it's now or later, and the more it's post-poned, the more pain is inflicted.

it makes feel like a terrible person when someone is nice, willing, and responsive to me but i just feel hollow towards the whole situation.

when's it all end? just a loop and stuck like this forever - is there more than just that?

i hate being 23 sometimes.
chimericalme:
DUDE...thanx for allowing me to join this previous weekend. I had a blast!

Sorry I didn't say "bye" to everyone....it was a rather unique night biggrin
hasselhoff:
That's tough. I don't think I ever "broke up" with someone before. It was always me not calling them and when they called me one day it was just long uncomfortable pauses. There's no good way to tell someone that they're not the one. I wish I was less of a dick in the past. I know there's this one girl in Charlotte I must of really messed up. I stood her up apparently - I don't even remember the occasion. She drug my name through the mud, lost a bunch of weight and years down the road I was getting some coffee and I turn around and find this girl starring at me in this very strange intense way. The hilarious thing is I didn't even recognize her and the occasion passed without note till D mentioned something about her after the fact. The whole series of events didn't mean anything to me but I could tell she was still bitter. Karma's a bitch though and I've gotten as good as I've given.

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