wild_zero

alrighty then. today's exorcism consists of purging the evil out of the system and making something else happen instead. for example, my holiday involved an encounter with an ex, losing a friend, and overall, insanity happening completely tangental to the forces in my control. additionally, the third person to bear witness here divided the last remaining sweaters among the tribes people, and this brought the evening to a closure. needless to say, i doubt she'll be calling me back. while this makes me sad, i trust that sometime in the near future, things are not as they seem and instead, luminate some sort of desperate answer that seems to be required in light of everything.

man, these are some comfortable leisure pants. they even have pockets. too comfortable to put things into pockets.

where was i? right. the story. well, it's not like there isn't any guilt about what happened on this end of the spectrum, or rainbow, or whatever. no amount of irish doubloons can account for the misfortunes of a youth driven crazy by false prospects and the FEAR. most people would have, and did, what i did. to key is often not to define yourself by myriad of success, for it breeds a false confidence and a gesture of arrogance. contempt, god damnit. contempt for those around you. no, focus on the failures, the most powerful lessons of them all. that's the one way to both raise the cynicism and also provide instruction.

man, i need more jujitsu chiropractice.