i had tons of fun at the cookout! that was some awesome food. i sort of vanished for a while there - i was "taking a nap" upstairs. that music was pretty cool, too.
certainly, not a bad way to spend a sunday.
i'm a little more cheered up over the past three days. there is some level of contentment here. i got to hang out with some old friends and watch some family guy tonight. that was great.
there's still this sense of alienation i can't seem to shake away. i can't really describe it with petty words. it's just this state of being i've been in for the past three weeks that has just drained my energy and made me pretty depressed.
argh. writing about such emotional crap for the public to read is in bad taste. i'll promise to stop posting crap like that up here and stick to writing it down in my personal journal. there's only so much to say up here on the sg soap box that's worth telling.
certainly, not a bad way to spend a sunday.
i'm a little more cheered up over the past three days. there is some level of contentment here. i got to hang out with some old friends and watch some family guy tonight. that was great.
there's still this sense of alienation i can't seem to shake away. i can't really describe it with petty words. it's just this state of being i've been in for the past three weeks that has just drained my energy and made me pretty depressed.
argh. writing about such emotional crap for the public to read is in bad taste. i'll promise to stop posting crap like that up here and stick to writing it down in my personal journal. there's only so much to say up here on the sg soap box that's worth telling.
boychucker:
Grow some testes.
