man, i'm depressed. mjq really sucked. i want to go back to caracas. at least there, i felt at home. my family was all around to support me with no questions asked. i miss being able to go out and feel great about myself, because people would stop and listen to what i had to say. tonight was just a terrible exercise. a terrible excuse to start drinking again. and overall, a terrible stab at the life i want to live. why do i even bother...
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