the inevitable: but at the least, i've gone and done myself some form of exercise, and some reasonable limits on the number of drinks i can have in an evening. it's all just a psychological reordering and moving around of vices and dependencies. given i have to pass a drug test in three weeks, this is the only way. i suppose the alcohol is being curbed for weight reasons, but also doesn't make sense to keep the fat cells in body. the next step is exercise, and stop a ton of the caffiene. basically, i just want to normalize the body and mind for a while.
in other news, i don't think i'm as stress-free as i thought. being in limbo about job offers is a horrible state. i'm also not too pleased with not having intellectual stimulation. sim city and learning how to detox, exercise methods, etc. is not enough. i've taken up the dual project of learning c++ and using it to program a version of "puerto rico", a kickass game.
i need a new light bulb.
in other news, i don't think i'm as stress-free as i thought. being in limbo about job offers is a horrible state. i'm also not too pleased with not having intellectual stimulation. sim city and learning how to detox, exercise methods, etc. is not enough. i've taken up the dual project of learning c++ and using it to program a version of "puerto rico", a kickass game.
i need a new light bulb.