Everyone go and read Fatality's journal. be prepared to be overwhelmed with poetic images and emotions that spin out of her words - and (i believe) rival our archives of brilliant writers. I'm including my response to her at the end of this journal entry.
I've been squeemish about actually turning this journal into something I want it to be. So often I see...
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I've been squeemish about actually turning this journal into something I want it to be. So often I see...
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hey lovelies. 
i am damn well going to master how to put pics in my journal...thanks jimmy for the advice!!
i'll def try it soon!
yay for lotsa comments, do dah do dah. it really is like your bday whenever a new msg pops in your box, neh?
so so so, this is a quick note to say that my Mom flies in from Miami...
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i am damn well going to master how to put pics in my journal...thanks jimmy for the advice!!
i'll def try it soon!
yay for lotsa comments, do dah do dah. it really is like your bday whenever a new msg pops in your box, neh?
so so so, this is a quick note to say that my Mom flies in from Miami...
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anthonycasanova:
is it weird that i want to get into the swinging scene?
i think so.
i think so.
anthonycasanova:
thats exactly whats ticking in my head actually.
Ok. This is it. I want to know your highest aspiration and why. & really think about it - I dont want any answers like, "uhhh...ohhh...i dunno." this is not a place for low self esteem! shine baby shine!
...no no really, i mean it.
what burns inside of you to start, do, complete. what do you want?
xo,
widow.
...no no really, i mean it.
what burns inside of you to start, do, complete. what do you want?
xo,
widow.
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jimmykitty:
Widow...
Add photos to your posts using [ IMG] & [ /IMG] tags.
example: [IMG] (add your URL http:// here) [/IMG]
Of course the pictures you add between the [IMG] link tags need to be uploaded to a web host / location, and they need to be .jpeg, or .gif files.
I just added a pic to my journal, but I have a website, so I have a place to upload my pics. You can upload to a few free sites like "Photobucket", there are a few others too. Once the pics are on their site, then you can post those links here using the [IMG] tags.
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Add photos to your posts using [ IMG] & [ /IMG] tags.
example: [IMG] (add your URL http:// here) [/IMG]
Of course the pictures you add between the [IMG] link tags need to be uploaded to a web host / location, and they need to be .jpeg, or .gif files.
I just added a pic to my journal, but I have a website, so I have a place to upload my pics. You can upload to a few free sites like "Photobucket", there are a few others too. Once the pics are on their site, then you can post those links here using the [IMG] tags.
[Edited on Jan 26, 2006 6:17PM]
jerry1507:
Yes, exactly...
But I didn't know that the server would be down for a few hours...
But at least least, it works right now!!
Yakuza ink.
But I didn't know that the server would be down for a few hours...
But at least least, it works right now!!
Yakuza ink.
ohhhhhhhmygosh. Today was even BETTER than anticipated. 
AHHH!! Here's the email I sent to my mom, dad, sister and love...
eeeee! thanks for all the support on here and via emails!!! xoxox..
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Oh my gosh. The position is even better than first thought. Is that possible? wow. I'm actually shell shocked. Truly slammed. I was able to say a few "wahoo's!" when I got...
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AHHH!! Here's the email I sent to my mom, dad, sister and love...
eeeee! thanks for all the support on here and via emails!!!
xoxox..
_________
Oh my gosh. The position is even better than first thought. Is that possible? wow. I'm actually shell shocked. Truly slammed. I was able to say a few "wahoo's!" when I got...
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wugglyump:
damn, but HOORAY
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*so so excited*
I just wrote a new friend about the events to come...so I'll just rearrange a bit of the email to them and place it here...:
oooo...so I hope to be achieving great things tomorrow at my job interview... (it is, however, not a usual fucker of a job. I'd be my own independent international consultant working with the New Zealand government,...
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*so so excited*
I just wrote a new friend about the events to come...so I'll just rearrange a bit of the email to them and place it here...:
oooo...so I hope to be achieving great things tomorrow at my job interview... (it is, however, not a usual fucker of a job. I'd be my own independent international consultant working with the New Zealand government,...
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wugglyump:
oh man i wish you nothing but happy thoughts and um good luck. i'm very excited for you!
plannumberone:
Good luck. Your journal entries speaks of someone sparkly and creative and fun and all-out interesting, so things should go the right way for ya
ive got all this antsy, itchy, seeking, crawling, scraping intestines inside my head - desperate for something to digest. i wish to write grotesquely because it reminds me of one's mind's balance - so often white, beautiful, insanely happy...it hurts (in a good way) to whisper out descriptions of things you would never really want to see.
i fucking love life, and everything thats been...
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i fucking love life, and everything thats been...
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suntlacrimae:
Yay for your happy story. I like happy stories too.
Yeah, the granny/unicorn thing. I was looking for the ugliest unicorn I could find, and THAT thing popped up on my screen. I think my neighbors probably heard my laughing. I'm pretty sure it's the surpise element. I mean, you never expect to see a lady on a Hoveround riding a unicorn.
Nice to meet ya.
Yeah, the granny/unicorn thing. I was looking for the ugliest unicorn I could find, and THAT thing popped up on my screen. I think my neighbors probably heard my laughing. I'm pretty sure it's the surpise element. I mean, you never expect to see a lady on a Hoveround riding a unicorn.
Nice to meet ya.
anthonycasanova:
well, i know thats what it is... we're both in just different stages of our life. shes just looking for something different at the moment and i just have to life with that. its not that i only found out what kind of girl i want from sleepingaround, i mean, that gave me a good grasp on what i want sexually (before/during/after) but ive also done a lot of traveling around the country with bands and for shows so ive met a great array of people, shes always been stuck in her home town, so ive also had a chance to see many more personalities and hang out with so many more people than i ever would have met at home in my small town
she was talking to her roommate earlier this morning and said to her that she didnt think i understand why she broke up with me, its not that she doesnt care for me and love me, its that she doesnt feel like she can be in a relationship right now and still wants to be my friend and everything. but i dont think i could do that, at least not at this moment, ya know? its so hard to go from straight love, being in a relationship with someone to trying ot be ONLY their friend. i cant do that... at least not without breaking contact with her for a bit, i need some time to get over her, otherwise if i continue to hang out with her, im the type of person will my feelings wont fade
hahaha, dont worry. i didnt take that as a hint, considering you live in new zealand, i dont think either of us are in the place to up and move to the other side of the world to live with one another. although, you are a totally beautiful, intelligent girl. but i guess really, i want someone whos independent, not afraid to speak their mind and stand their ground -- even when i hate them for their decision. someone whos beautiful to me, able to put up with me being a dick and cocky most of the time, but i always do it for a reaction, not because i actually AM a dick or cocky. someone who can put up with my traveling all over the country with random bands and possibly even be willing to join me... complete sexual openness is a must, if i get bored in bed, i get bored with a relationship, sadly.
what about you darling?
she was talking to her roommate earlier this morning and said to her that she didnt think i understand why she broke up with me, its not that she doesnt care for me and love me, its that she doesnt feel like she can be in a relationship right now and still wants to be my friend and everything. but i dont think i could do that, at least not at this moment, ya know? its so hard to go from straight love, being in a relationship with someone to trying ot be ONLY their friend. i cant do that... at least not without breaking contact with her for a bit, i need some time to get over her, otherwise if i continue to hang out with her, im the type of person will my feelings wont fade
hahaha, dont worry. i didnt take that as a hint, considering you live in new zealand, i dont think either of us are in the place to up and move to the other side of the world to live with one another. although, you are a totally beautiful, intelligent girl. but i guess really, i want someone whos independent, not afraid to speak their mind and stand their ground -- even when i hate them for their decision. someone whos beautiful to me, able to put up with me being a dick and cocky most of the time, but i always do it for a reaction, not because i actually AM a dick or cocky. someone who can put up with my traveling all over the country with random bands and possibly even be willing to join me... complete sexual openness is a must, if i get bored in bed, i get bored with a relationship, sadly.
what about you darling?
im going to go crazy if i dont just sew something. ive always had this or that academic thing going on that it always got put aside. humf. dammit though, tonight's the night...and the wonderful but inconvenient masters papers will have to wait.
i wish everyone all the creativity in the world. *beams*
widow.
i wish everyone all the creativity in the world. *beams*
widow.
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hurricane_tiger:
If I get a deep gash or wound I will so let you sew it
I crash my motorcycle quite a bit so i could keep ya busy. Yeah my humor suxors!
I crash my motorcycle quite a bit so i could keep ya busy. Yeah my humor suxors!
dakini:
You are so totally cute.
Wow. 2005 eh? all gone, poof. Hope you've all had many moments that you can really genuinely say were beautiful.
I got to walk on a glacier, have Ryan over for our entire second semester (for seven months!), learned a lot about being pushed around by the world and just needing to deal with it.., had surgery to remove endometriosis, a cyst and a tumor...
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I got to walk on a glacier, have Ryan over for our entire second semester (for seven months!), learned a lot about being pushed around by the world and just needing to deal with it.., had surgery to remove endometriosis, a cyst and a tumor...
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rumbler:
Yeah, I'm social. I've just hung out with too many squares (and dated too many). Its all about being true too yourself.
My female friend "C" was talking about "scene" people. The people that are trendy. She works and lives in the "scene" area of Houston. The scene party we crashed in houston had paintings, and not much else on the walls. The back room had turntables, and nothing else so people could dance. I think that house was 100 years old, and had 100 people in it. We were mingling with poser college kids, 20 somthing writers, musicians, artists, etc. The "scene" people.
I need sleep now, so more story later. Must go to Lab in A.M.
My female friend "C" was talking about "scene" people. The people that are trendy. She works and lives in the "scene" area of Houston. The scene party we crashed in houston had paintings, and not much else on the walls. The back room had turntables, and nothing else so people could dance. I think that house was 100 years old, and had 100 people in it. We were mingling with poser college kids, 20 somthing writers, musicians, artists, etc. The "scene" people.
I need sleep now, so more story later. Must go to Lab in A.M.
lucabrasi:
Things are well! Are you pulling for Texas in the championship game tonight? Go USC:-P Congrats on your school work... whats your plan down the road again?
hi.
I feel like such a moo for not writing more recently...especially since chatting and running about the site was my spazztic outlet when I was writing my 88k words for the end of the semester. meeting you was sweet potatoes i say! arrrggg...ive missed you all and when my love goes home (back to Austin) in two days, I'm going to have a ball...
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I feel like such a moo for not writing more recently...especially since chatting and running about the site was my spazztic outlet when I was writing my 88k words for the end of the semester. meeting you was sweet potatoes i say! arrrggg...ive missed you all and when my love goes home (back to Austin) in two days, I'm going to have a ball...
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dreamdistort:
Austin?
capital:
Hey, thanks for the compliment on Fatality's set. It was a great time shooting, and another one should be on the way soon.
Ah, and I actually just got "What the &#*$# Do We Know" for Christmas. I haven't seen it yet, but reading your "Favorite Movies" makes me excited to watch it.
Ah, and I actually just got "What the &#*$# Do We Know" for Christmas. I haven't seen it yet, but reading your "Favorite Movies" makes me excited to watch it.
ahhhhhh!!! YAAAY!!! this is so freaking exciting. The New Zealand market is so grand at the moment (ie: millions and millions of buyers) that within two days of being on the market...my little house that myself, my mom, dad and amazing boyfriend have totally dolled up, has gotten FIVE, yes FiVE offers on it already!!! WOW!! All for my asking price too, which is neat...
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rumbler:
Relaxation... Ahhhhh. Do you get this week off from school too?
meldarko:
hi! you must be rather busy lately... hope you're doing well and all goes smoothly with the house fun... talk to you soon sweetheart!
smile, it all works out in the end.
-josh