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Well, it's been a while since my last post. My HDD failed meaning I lost 10years + of photos, contact details, artwork and many other things that you don't realize are important until gone. Fortunately I had backups of a lot of it but not as much as I thought. Whelp, I guess that'll teach me to be more careful in future

New Digital camera...
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Just seen Fernanda's newest set on the FP, Damn I think I'm in
Incredibly beautiful woman and Talena is an awesome photographer, Personally one of the best sets I think I've seen. Definately given me a quality benchmark to aim for.

So a week of no drama what so ever... And suddenly today I'm full of self loathing.. wish I knew why

Wow a totally drama free weekend, it was awesome to just be able to kick back and relax AND actually get to spend some quality time with my daughter. Definately in a good place to face the coming week

My Daughter took me by suprise today and asked me ( after wacking me on the head with a soft toy )

Daughter - Daddy, do you like "bonking"?
( bonk )
( bonk )
Daddy - Umm, Sometimes sweetie
( bonk )
( bonk )
Daughter - Daddy, what about when you're in bed?

I was laughing so hard I couldn't answer, which is...
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So, went to the mediator today, learned some interesting things so it wasn't a waste of time

Sick of the stress, so seeing as my girl is at grandparents for the night, getting hammered on tequlia and taking a break from life

Off to see a mediator tomorrow thanks to the Family Court, for all the good it will do , still I guess you just never know a miracle may just happen, which is the only reason Im going really.
I wish I could just talk to the Judge straight up and settle the whole fuck-a-row out-right without all this added stress and BS. Id understand...
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Ok so writing a book isn't quite what I imagined it would be but I am making progress on it. Not sure just how much detail I want to go into but I figure that out as I go I think because some things that may not seem that big a deal actually end up being quite important further into it.

On a different note,...
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Rules for dating my Daughter, ok she's too young but I'm getting in early

Rule One
If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a carton of beer, because you're sure not picking anything up.

Rule Two
You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her so long as you do not peer at anything...
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So, I am writing this book and have actually managed to find a way to start it, still looking for a good title though. Kinda hoping one will just pop into my head that feels right. Mostly writing it for myself at the moment but if it goes well I might see about getting it printed up, not that it is my goal, but I...
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After reading keets comment and having several people over the past year tell me I should write a book about the past 8 years and what my wife and I had to go through, I've decided to start putting it all down on "paper".
Part of me is scared to re-live everything but here's hoping that'll help. Now I just need to find a way...
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Some days I wonder "why go on" then I look at my little girl and remember that there are so many reasons to keep fighting for what we believe in.