whitewidow

Story of the day..........

Today somthing happened that put a scare into me....and I don't get too scared that often

During my shift this morning, I was reaching over head to grab somthing out of the meds cabinet when all of a sudden I felt somthing was wrong. My co worker said that I turned white as a ghost (which - lets face it....must have been bad considering I am still a nice pink color). Right away I knew that somthing happened to my tummy scar. At first I thought that it ripped back open (yet again), but after a quick rush to the washroom to take a look, I noticed that it had just opened a little, but was really red and inflammed. Not like you need to know this huh? This is the point where most people will just skim over the rest of this entry for fear of any more gross stuff to be said.

After the Doc took a look at it, the decision was out of my hands and I am now on a waiting list to see a plastic surgeon. Because of the huge staff shortage here, I convinced my SGT to delay any type of appointment be it a consultation or the actual surgery itself until at least September. Once again I am just praying that this goes away and the surgery will be cancelled. I have to say that I am getting tired of this "your having surgery - no your not" stuff

The big decision though is that I am not even going to tell my family about any of this because they are dealing with my sister and her Chemotherapy right now. This is just another stress that they don't need and like I said before....I am hoping that it goes away anyways

Sorry to dump this in here - I know how you guys are starting to miss my daily blunders at work

Anyways...I just wanted to say thank you to all of you who have wished my sister well too She is doing very well now (after being really sick this weekend) but she amazes me at how up beat and positive she has been and continues to be through this whole thing. So from myself and from her.......



Thanks Everyone!!!!!

Hope you all had a wonderful day

Kisses