whitefoxhound

the 24th? i dare-say merry christmas eve!!! yep, i said MERRY CHRISTMAS eve... ask me if i care :p

anywayz, i'm sobering up after a night of drinking. had my laughs, my serious moments, my quiet moments and now my angry moments >=( i wanna rant but you bet i'm holding it in!! can't wait to see TJ, love my baby girl.

man oh man oh man.... what have i been thinking? it feels as if i've been lost for a long time. a sleep in a nightmare. in this nightmare i was a person that i have no reason to be. a user, liar, a shameful, selfish person. and now, today, i feel as if i'm waking... a little compassion here, a little helping hand there......
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Wants to say thanks to all those mothers out there. Especially those that don't have the baby's daddy around. raising a baby by yourself is hard. i give you all props!! YOU ROCK!!

man, i think i drink something bad tonight. not feeling my best. has me thinking of things that i just usually push away and don't think about. i'm a bad father... never see my daughter. only a few times. she barely knows me! no more to drink tonight. think i'll go to bed...

Ugh... had to get a shot today. yay!! ...not really. idiot nurse, a male i might add, had to draw my blood too. he didn't know what the hell he was doing. dug the needle in, moved it all around and than collapsed my vein in my left arm!!! asshole... all in all, today has been boring. haven't done much. craving pancakes... mmmm, pancakes

I'm a pretty kewl guy when you get to know me but i can be pretty rude at times.

i'm a sweet talker when I want to be and other times down right rude.