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Chapter 3:

You were seemingly too perfect. At times, you broke the rules of reality and put me in a realm of fantasy. Because of you, I lost track of my reality. With only a glimpse of what was real, I was in a constant state of delusion. After awhile, I couldn’t tell which was which. I was lost in your delusion. I had to...
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Speaking Soul to Soul

If you were to leave,
What would I do?
I can’t live without you.
I must have you next to me.
You made me believe in true love.
I love you.
I’m going to love you the way love is meant to be.
I’m going to show you the same things you have shown me.
I understand your wants and needs,...
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What It Means…

To fall deep in love.
When you hit the ground so hard
And yet you feel no pain.
When the things you do seem a bit insane,
You just go out of your way.
When you first meet,
You don’t know what to say.
But you know,
Because there is no need to speak.
When you look at her,
You get weak,...
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Chapter 2:

Then one day I found myself so deep in you. This feeling had surrounded me; covering me from head to toes. All I could feel is you. Suddenly words from the heart weren’t good enough. It had to be deeper then that. With courage being that last bit of strength I had, I bared my soul to her. I felt so naked then....
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That glimpse into her soul had me wanting more. It even had me wondering more. Why in that one glimpse she revealed so much but not enough? She had shown me something so fragile and precious. It wasn’t something I could take. She allowed me to touch that side of her. The light of her soul kept calling me closer. But I wasn’t allowed to...
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I had an unspoken devotion to a woman who hardly knew me. And even though we had never spoken before, her eyes spoke to me. I wanted to know more. I had to know more. She quickly became an addiction that I couldn’t satisfy. So I looked for ways to get closer. Even if it was just to feel her warmth, just to see her...
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So I found myself falling short of her. I was confused. I didn’t know if I was feeling infatuation or you at this point. I wasn’t sure because I’ve only heard of love and never felt it before. So I thought it was infatuation until I realized that this felt different. All I could think was this isn’t exactly infatuation and it did seem like...
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I’ve danced with the both of you before I knew there was two of you. Love and lust are the twins of passion. The difference between to want to embrace for one night or to hold on for life. I only wish I could of been able to tell the two of you apart sooner. As my heart tried to find it’s beat, this dance...
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Looking for you, helped me find the very proof that I was incomplete. This void within me revealed itself. It opened me up. It was a self discovery to dept unknown. As I swam in the deepest darkest side of my soul, I’ve notice the rippling effect of star light. I saw the reflection of them on me.
But what reflected of me? I start...
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Chapter 1:

Dear Love,

Loneliness, a word I could not phantom until the day I had met you. You have given it a name to what I was without you but never knew. I had never been this vulnerable before. I became susceptible to your ways. I was tempted with the notion that I could fly. Because I knew that I was going to fall...
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Please note this is just a poetry book I been writing since 13. I'm simply releasing it here because I feel it was more of a burden to hold onto. That it was holding me back. There are 29 parts.

Prologue:

I was standing at the edge with the echoing thought of jumping. Standing there, staring down, as I looked for the bottom. Thinking, what...
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