whit1820

lying gets you nowhere, even if you think you can hide the truth to keep everything seem so perfect. but in the end you have to deal with what was done and pay the toll. its going to be a long tough road but keeping her trust and her love is all i need. its hard to be happy when ive almost ruined what i love the most. i dont feel good about what ive done. i want the waves to crash on the shores next to us and have the tide take the problems away.

we have a few weeks left here before we have to move out. i fucking hate her ex and the past situation. . god damn i hope my world will fix things.

i love her and thats all i know. i need to be me and work on being a good boyfriend if i ever want to end up the husband.