whiskeyagogo

So I shaved my legs and changed my sheets for nothing. I thought there was a slight chance of getting lucky last night but no dice.
My friend R was coming over to hang, eat, movie, cocktail, whatev - right? Then, at the end of the day, she gets a call from a friend whose son has been sick, and yesterday they found a tumor, and yadda yadda yadda - No coming over. I know - I yaddda yadda-ed an eight-year old's tumor. If I believed in hell I'd be worried about how they were furnishing my room right about now.
Anyway, this whole thing is very odd because I was doing the leg-shaving and sheet-changing on spec. Because I am so not sure if she is flirting with me. She's currently in a long term relationship with a guy. But has slept with women. She knows I'm bisexual, and she knows I think she's really hotAnd, she has kissed me a couple times. Albeit, drunkenly. And you just don't fucking know when a straight girl makes out with you because they looooooooooooove to do that shit when they're drunk, but, you know, that's it - they'd never fuckin' go near your pussy.
She has also started talking to me A LOT about how unsatisfying her sex life is. Yesterday for example, she told me that her BF only fucked her once on their vacation last week. And that he complains about her "loud noises and breathing". I'm like - bring that shit over here bitch! You can be as loud as you wanna be! Geeze. I have no fucking idea.

Oh well - I'll figure it out before I move away from here, that's for sure!