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I'm sick, too little sleep, too much junk, and one too many intimate encounters and I'm torn up. Physically, I'm okay, aside from the worst sinus pressure headache you could possibly imagine, but my brain is just not here. The resultant frustration is driving me batty, as you can probably understand. At least now I have an excuse for not being able to write, but...
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pihka:
I just saw in the TV two seals making love....it looked so incredibly beautiful, just as it should.
disdain:
the way you feel... its contagious... holy shit.
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there were things i wanted to do tonight but i can't now, benadryl has turned the very act of living into an obstacle, i hate being such a lightweight when it comes to medicines but that's what you get when you don't ever "self-medicate" yourself.

I'm going to go to bed and sleep.
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Today was a pretty bad day, so I'm taking it easy for the night, lounging around at "home" (being my grandparents' place, of course, because I am a pathetic fuck) and perhaps watching television.

I hate television.

I do like listening to the Poster Children, however.
disdain:
...smelly black man furniture...
HA HA HA!!!
... i don't know why i think that is so funny...
thistle:
i love being a pathetic fuck.
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i want my picture to be blurry, i want no one to be able to catch me sometimes, i want to be so in motion everyone sees the energy they give me. fucking electric, you know? fucking electric.
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disdain:
surreal
laine666:
i think your pictures are pretty great already, but i know what you mean...
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the day is turning int tomorrow, my throat is sore, and i've managed to put off doing what i needed to do for yet another day.

it's amazing that, in order to feel anything, i need to feel fear. not even anger penetrates anymore, petrifying because she used to be the best lover ere i've known, she was anyone and everyone i ever encountered in...
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I awoke this morning with the sunlight trickling through my window. The blue of the cloudless late summer sky cut through the trees and bushes and pulled me from a bed that wasn't mine, and it occurred to me once again that my life is completely meaningless and inconsequential and that this, normally comforting in its morbid way, was perhaps the most defeating thought of...
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olsen:
Haha! Thank you smile.
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Jawbox - 68
Deftones - Hexagram
Soulfly f/Sean Lennon - Son Song
Sullen - Mothra
Sananda Matreiya - Goodbye Diane
Far - Bury White
...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead - Homage
Hum - The Inuit Promise
Desert City Soundtrack - Foglifter
Poster Children - Love
Centaur - The Same Place
The Llama Farmers - Zorillo
My Vitriol - The Gentle...
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pihka:
My list:

Faith & The Muse: Running Up That Hill
Wolfsheim: Knstliche Welten & Once In A Lifetime
The 69 Eyes: Still Waters Run Deep
The Cure: The Same Deep Waters As You & Prayers For Rain
Peter Murphy: Ill Fall With Your Knife
Emilie Autumn: Prologue
Covenant: Bullet
Mesh: Friends Like These & Little Missile
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i had something written, a story about a man that doesn't exist anywhere other than in my imagination, but i decided to not post it here.
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disdain:
pioneer square... hmm. that place is freaky, but good for people watching, which i am completely into. as long as you don't have a problem with me being more focused on watching other people than carrying on a conversation with you, pioneer square will work nicely. not to say that i wont be able to carry on a conversation, i'm just not making any promises.
i think i need to go home & go to bed. i'm rambling, not a good sign.
olsen:
I could scream.....
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She kissed me in the car, there was want there, and I kissed her back and touched her arms and marveled at how soft her skin felt, pulled and pushed and weighed down for twice as many years as mine, it felt fragile to the touch, thinner than plastic, which was probably why I felt so worried whenever she touched me, more so than I...
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disdain:
to your journal entry: ooooh...

to your comment on my thingy: your spanish is much better than mine is, thats for darn sure. we could plot a redez vous... pero in ingles por favor. do you realize that ano, without a tilde (sp?) is spanish for anus rather than year? something to think about.