Monday May 31, 2004

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Since my last journal entry I am feeling much better, I hope all is well with everyone. Today has been especially helpful. I got alot of good sleep last night, I wrote one entirely new song and reworked an old song so far today. The music gods are being good to me right now. It was good to see some of the SG Seattle folks...
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mrdeity:
Thank you. I was going to try to make it out sat.
vikprez:
Find any other hairs in your food today? wink

Tuesday May 25, 2004

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Well... I fell I should update my journal. Thinking about alot of things lately. Last week scared me because of my alcohol induced suicide attempt on Wednesday night Thursday morning. When I am having a bout with depression and alcohol enters the picture it is not pretty. I wish that I could have those pass out drunks that are kind of funny or related to...
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mrdeity:
Yeah, take care of yourself. If you need anything, feel free to ask me.
roxy:
Thanks for the compliment on my new set blush, you're such a sweetheart! I miss you, like everyone else does, so you should try to make it out to hang out with us smile Maybe Tuesday night?

Thursday May 20, 2004

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What the hell happened last night??!! If anyone knows please fill me in because I think I blacked out after I threw up. puke
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scorpio_:
Well, you called me three times, and I encouraged you to try puking. wink Sounds like it worked...hope you're feeling better.
it_thing_hard_on:
Sounds like the day I had last Thursday...and again this Tuesday.

Sunday May 16, 2004

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Ennui oh yes, one of my favorite words in any language. It has been what I have been feeling lately for sure since school got out for the year. Went to a party tonight I was almost ten years older than alot of the kids there. I think I might have been one of the oldest people in general. It was good though I got...
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scorpio_:
We need to make it an event. I'm game. biggrin
mistersatan:
hahahahaha!

You drunken foole.

Saturday May 15, 2004

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ennui \on-WEE; ON-wee\, noun:
A feeling of weariness and dissatisfaction; dullness and languor of spirits, arising from lack of interest; boredom.

scorpio_:
Is that a real word? Interesting...
it_thing_hard_on:
I believe it was the Decadent poets who coined that term, wasn't it?

Monday May 10, 2004

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"If I don't have sex by the end of the week I'm going to die. If I don't feel a pair of soft lips on my own I'm gonna hang my head and cry. If I don't feel a warm breath on the nape of my neck or hear a nice post-coital sigh.

Oh c'mon baby
you can tell the cops why."

Dismemberment Plan -...
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scorpio_:
Hey stud. Sorry I didn't make the Big L the other night, but yeah...I'll be there tomorrow. I'm thinking...

"I come home, in the morning light, my mother says when you gonna live your life right. Oh mama dear...you know that girls, hey wanna have fu-un. Oh, girls just wanna have fun."
seth0067:
you know i totally flaked on your generous offer on the manuals -- i appreciate the offer but pleasde dont go through the trouble. im busy aqs hell as it is and may not have time in the near future to put into this anyway. thanks again tho!

Sunday May 09, 2004

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So I'm in Auburn visting Mom and well y'know can't sleep (see occupation under profile). So I'm in Auburn and well what do you do at almost 2 in the morning here? You update your journal on SG because, well, I like to go walking or driving late at night when I can't sleep. Driving is not an option while I am here and quite...
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scorpio_:
You stud, you!!! Go get her, tiger!!

*Cues "Eye of the Tiger" from the 'Rocky' soundtrack*

biggrin miao!!
luminaire:
You're one of 6 people trying to work for 4 spots in my car smile

So yes, Im going down, but Im full in any case.

We're leaving thursday night sometime, not sure exactly.

Sunday May 02, 2004

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If this weekend is any indication of what summer is going to be like this year then I must say I am so looking forward to it. Two BBQs on Saturday. The SGSeattle BBQ rocked . I wish I could have stayed later frown Went on a hike today at Rattlesnake mountain. Hikers/Backpackers, anyone? Now I am off to another BBQ tonight. . Spent some time...
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scorpio_:
Thanks for the hugs. I need them. I swear, I've been an emotional rollercoaster these past few weeks...I've been thinking a lot about my dad, lately. It's just hard...have a good night.
volks:
I wasn't going crazy! There is no fantasy in my profile. For a second there, I thought MrSatan was right. biggrin

Thursday Apr 29, 2004

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I am such a chickenshit. I have been hanging out with someone this week who I just recently met and have developed a crush on her. She is moving to San Francisco tomorrow. Tonight is her last night in town and we have seen each other 3 times in the last six days. Some of her friends and I are having a suprise going away...
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scorpio_:
Good luck with that, hun. Sounds like you've got quite a predicament...hehe...well, I'm sorry, but I'm leaving SG. frown I know we just met and all, but I can't stay on for personal reasons. So, if you, or any of the SG Seattle gang want to hang out sometime, you can IM me, or whatever. I'm not sure if I'm going to the Karaoke thing on Tuesday...maybe...but anyway...I'll miss ya!!

Kisses kiss
xatreyux:
aww i know! i wish i had gotten more pics of you frown oh well, theres always next time!

Thursday Apr 29, 2004

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I am such a chickenshit. I have been hanging out with someone this week who I just recently met and have developed a crush on her. She is moving to San Francisco tomorrow. Tonight is her last night in town and we have seen each other 3 times in the last six days. Some of her friends and I are having a suprise going away...
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xatreyux:
dont worry, i do stuff like that too.

PS - i can play ob-la-di-ob-la-da on the piano wink
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