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I am hoping that some time soon some wonderful girl will just come up and take my hand, like you did back in like middle school or something. It's been way to long since I had some one come claiim me as theres. I know I am too shy to make a move, but I always thought it would be better to just wait then to make a fool of myself in front of some one. I am all for making moves back but that first one is just so scary cause you can never tell what the other one is thinking, maybe I am just bad at reading signs.



I was thinking about my past relationships, which I have been cheated on so many times I have lost count, but I miss when the girl I was seeing would sneak over while my parents where a sleep and we would just cuddle and listen to music or we'd just drive off into a random direction and discuss music (I am really big on lyrics and wondering why a certain line was used) I miss pulling over to the side of the road in the middle of no where and watching movies on my lap top. I miss taking roadtrips up to Flagstaff and coming home the same night. I miss waking up next to some one and just smiling.

This is why I secretly hope that I have waited out the worst of things.

I have tomorrow off so I might drink alone in the park (its what I do) and finish writing an album that will never be made. I also am going to celebrate finally beating Tom Morello on expert. It took me all of today before work to do it.

Edit:

I am finally watching "The Dajeering Limited" I am not sure what I think of it other than Wes Anderson knows how to pick his soundtracks. His visual style is still amazing but I still dont know if I like it as much as his other stuff.