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Leaving in September
NYC
I gotta go up there figure out where I'll be living
I'll be 24 by then
only 24 years to make it to my dream
I'm the happiest I've ever been right now
A big thank you goes out to two really special people that always believed in me!!!
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jaxy:
Thanks. I'm tricky with the camera... real life is scary next to my pictures. tongue
jaxy:
I am not lying. tongue
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BOOOM
had an amazing talk today with a family member
I am doing what I always dreamed of this year!!
goodbye Ohio
hello big city life
the best part about it all is
for the first time in my life
nothing and no one can fuck this up for me



smile
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knuckles_13:
where you goin?
natassja:
Yea........ Where are you going mister??? frown
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Sooooo concerts in Feb and March
Otep Feb 25th I think I need someone to go with
Tegan and Sara march 28th need someone to go to that one as well
any takers?? I will most likely buy if I can find company for this.
Already found company for the new found glory show smile

So I was listening to mxpx last night for the first...
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knuckles_13:
where is the show?
i have some of their stuff.....if i got the time???
doobs:
I hope you have an awesome time my friend, one day not too far from now we shall go to a concert and party out biggrin
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Ugh.......
the desktop keeps freezing up. Makes life all that more tough when I'm without the laptop.
supposed to go out tonight /sigh
I'll take the ipod and drown out the chatter of the bar and maybe even the friends I'll be with
who the fuck likes going to bars anyway?

whats all this dirty south shit does the north have anything?
How about the...
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jaxy:
I like bars, sometimes.
Right now I could use a drink or fourteen.
jaxy:
Eh, I may not of needed a drink but I wanted one.
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Blah my dad did a good job at in a round about way telling me I'm a disappointment to him. That felt pretty great. I know he wasn't meaning to I guess he was just stressed out.

ever feel like your wearing thin. If people keep leaning on me I'll fall over. I don't lean very well. I can't carry anymore people on my back...
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lamujerinvisible:
what can i say, i'm a silly person...
jaxy:
I have a feeling this class is going to be one of those where I do all my assignments at the last minute and magically still get an amazing grade because I just can't focus but at the same time I don't want to risk blowing the 4.0 I currently have.

I read a whole book today for fun. It was nice and relaxing minus the whole it put me in tears for a long period of time.
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In the past week i\I've complied nearly 9000 songs. Shuffle is my friend I absolutely cannot decide what I want to listen to now. I may be the most musically open minded person around. Musical overload. I also got my so called life it's been ages since I've seen it. This will be interesting to see if it's as great as I remember it.

I've...
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onesandzeros:
People hate my mix tapes because my music taste is crazy.

Last one I put Psyopus:


Right before Huey Lewis:
knuckles_13:
i can only handle shuffle in small doses.....it screws with my head
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john mayer - perfectly lonely (yes i listen to john mayer. suuuck it)
Had a little love
But I spread it thin
Falling in her arms at night again
I made a bad name for my game round town
Tore out my heart and shut it down

Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little a kind of free
Nothing to do
No one...
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jaxy:
*hugs* Even with next to all of the emotions being gone it's still had to end it/give up.
jaxy:
Hahahaha. Thanks.
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You can try to drown me but I would breath underwater.
Try me now while I'm still willing. This is is because you lift me.
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted from me?
Because its all I could ever ask from you, and I think
about why you keep me waiting here the same.
This is what I want, couldn't ask...
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chrysis:
Nice.

Yamaha?

Mine was a Valentine's Day gift, but I think it was one of those things where.. he bought it for me with intentions for himself. It's way more along his lines than mine, being that he was a bassist and needed a guitar he could screw around on [though, yes, I wish I could play it -- he played it every time he came over and never took the time to teach me].

Oh well. Maybe now I'll sell it.
chrysis:
At this point, mine is so tied-up, emotionally.. it makes me really angry to see. And it's worse, to hear it played. So it would be way better to sell it, and buy my own.
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Sorry for my absence my laptop had to be sent in for repair
the hard drive was making wacky noises...
the eagles lost /sigh
missssss you guys
I'll be back when I get my pretty macbook pro back smile
knuckles_13:
lets go take some pics
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I have something to smile about today smile
yesterday was a great day smile
even though I've gotten woken up by the phone for the 5th day in a row today I'm not upset!
Besides campbell said if I'm not a fun person I'll get punched unfun people get punched!!!
This year is starting out on a good note
hope things continue like this.......

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jaxy:
blogger.com it's a site thats connected to google (gmail) accounts where you put a blog/journal. It's not at all exciting. Haha.
jaxy:
Not really, it's just a blog site. And my blog is pointless. Haha.
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So the last two nights I've had pretty good conversations with my dad. I always appreciate and respect his advice. It drives me nuts when he completely disregards anything i say about film school though. There was a time when he was gonna pay for me to go but he says I'm too old now. Anyway I bought some new shoes today!! I'm such a...
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jaxy:
smile

I've always liked hardcover better. They look better sitting on a shelf. My new goal has been to get every book I read in hardcover and throw the dumb paper sleeves away so that I can have a whole bookshelf that looks like it's full of "important" books when in fact they are all far from that. It'll be beautiful.

Yippee!!!! I love having things to look forward too. I've been in BFE for far too long and had no one but the people I live with around me.
jaxy:
No, no. I wouldn't throw books away. Most hardcovers comes with a paper sleeve for protection. Usually the sleeve is colorful and whatnot while the actual book is plain.

Hm. Easier.... You don't have a bb so that means no bbm. There's facebook, myspace, cell text, theres a number of other ways. Pick one. Hahaha.
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I've become a shut in lately
I'm alright with it.... kind of. I dunno.... I like meeting new people but I'm so shy it's such a chore. Most the people I already know do a good deal of pissing me off and disappointing me. Not that I'm perfect in anyway I'm sure I disappoint people often as well. I spend money buying lots of things...
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jaxy:
I don't think I've ever met anything that actually enjoyed the same movies as I do. You are amazing.
rourke:
Awww thanks smile