Don't fake it, baby,
Lay the real thing on me.
So, I've got about $5 to live on until Monday night, which would be okay if I had any food in the refrigerator, but of course I don't. Thus, I shall be living on Ramen noodles for the next 4 days, except when I use my movie gift certificate tomorrow to go see Resident Evil:...
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Lay the real thing on me.
So, I've got about $5 to live on until Monday night, which would be okay if I had any food in the refrigerator, but of course I don't. Thus, I shall be living on Ramen noodles for the next 4 days, except when I use my movie gift certificate tomorrow to go see Resident Evil:...
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mercie:
wow, are you serious?? i hate roommates now... i've only had one good one and she left because she was prego and couldn't afford it after the kid would be born. she was my GIRL though and I wish i had her back... *sniffles*
penelopelee:
from the first time i ever heard that song, i was totally like, "that's wes and i!" we're so fucking gaayyyyy.
When I need to hurt,
I just think of you.
Somebody teach me how to stop torturing myself.
I just think of you.
Somebody teach me how to stop torturing myself.
I love a look of Agony,
because it's True.
This is a simple, elegant explanation of my life philosophy. Happiness is so often a put-on, a mask, something we project in order to make others feel comfortable around us, regardless of the turmoil that may rage beneath the surface. Try faking a smile and making it believable.
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because it's True.
This is a simple, elegant explanation of my life philosophy. Happiness is so often a put-on, a mask, something we project in order to make others feel comfortable around us, regardless of the turmoil that may rage beneath the surface. Try faking a smile and making it believable.
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mistakesmade:
HEY!! Thought I'd come report about my first day to school... I found the bus okay, but when I got on a bully stole my lunchbox... recess was fun. I played on the monkeybars. My teacher is a snot rag. I'll probably get an F.
1. Are you happy?
Sometimes.
2. Are you kidding yourself?
Sometimes.
3. Do you think that being sad is somehow the "wrong" way to be?
No, it's my party and I'll cry if I want to.
4. I suddenly have 9 chest hairs, with new ones popping up all the time, which is extremely distressing to me. What is your opinion on chest hair on guys? Shave, wax, or all natural?
Um I don't mind a happy trail but please if you could comb it... it's much to much... shave please.
5. For the opening week of the NFL season, as a Fantasy Team owner, would you start highly touted rookie and likely best passing option Kellen Winslow, Jr. at tight end, even though it's his first pro game and the Browns are facing the intimidating Ravens defense, or would you go with the proven veteran Marcus Pollard, whose Colts go up against defending Super Bowl champs New England, and who will likely split time with Dallas Clark?
Fuck you, you fuckin fuck.
1. Are you happy?
Sometimes.
2. Are you kidding yourself?
Sometimes.
3. Do you think that being sad is somehow the "wrong" way to be?
No, it's my party and I'll cry if I want to.
4. I suddenly have 9 chest hairs, with new ones popping up all the time, which is extremely distressing to me. What is your opinion on chest hair on guys? Shave, wax, or all natural?
Um I don't mind a happy trail but please if you could comb it... it's much to much... shave please.
5. For the opening week of the NFL season, as a Fantasy Team owner, would you start highly touted rookie and likely best passing option Kellen Winslow, Jr. at tight end, even though it's his first pro game and the Browns are facing the intimidating Ravens defense, or would you go with the proven veteran Marcus Pollard, whose Colts go up against defending Super Bowl champs New England, and who will likely split time with Dallas Clark?
Fuck you, you fuckin fuck.
throatneedle:
how much was it to join your league? i need to join a real person one next year
So...
I must purify.
I must learn to be selfless. I must learn to love purely, selflessly, completely without desire.
I truly love one person in the world in this way, and it nearly destroyed me arriving at it. There must be an easier way to reach this level, because I'm simply not strong enough to go through that again.
I must purify my heart...
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I must purify.
I must learn to be selfless. I must learn to love purely, selflessly, completely without desire.
I truly love one person in the world in this way, and it nearly destroyed me arriving at it. There must be an easier way to reach this level, because I'm simply not strong enough to go through that again.
I must purify my heart...
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mistakesmade:
My first day is actually tomorrow. I have only have classes Tues and Thurs. this semester. I'm pretty excited, but also kind of apprehensive.... we'll see how it goes tomorrow though 
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mercie:
My dear, I think you think way too much. I used to do that... I even succumb to the self-analysis once in awhile as well, but not nearly as much as before. I've learned to not burden myself with wondering where I will be in life after this weekend. Thins that need forethought get forethought, but beyond that, the day to day life and activities, I just go with it. Don't hurt yourself trying to achieve this level you are talking about... maybe it just needs to happen.
I will definitely come up there as soon as time and money allow. My bankruptcy is hurting me a lot, so it may not be for awhile unless this biatch gets a free ride while in town. But I will, I will, if for nothing else to see you again, cutie! haha
I will definitely come up there as soon as time and money allow. My bankruptcy is hurting me a lot, so it may not be for awhile unless this biatch gets a free ride while in town. But I will, I will, if for nothing else to see you again, cutie! haha
I am predictably stupid. To a very unfortunate degree.
I want to throw up.
I want to throw up.
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legionnaire:
Thanks a lot for the happy birthday! And why are you stupid?
siv:
this will cheer you up: idiotic childhood pictures in my journal of fatness.
this will cheer you up: idiotic childhood pictures in my journal of fatness.
So...school started today. At least for those whose registrations weren't cancelled by the evil Hunter College administration. Me? I spent the day desperately trying to get back into the classes I need, mainly just shouting at the computers at school and wondering why I put up with such bullshit from a college I don't even particularly like. I need a break from school already, and...
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mistakesmade:
Mehhh come to MA it's nice here.... well no not really, but um yea you could visit me and Nebelhex
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penelopelee:
i need to talk to you, you fucker. call me. call me call me call me.
If I ruled the world...
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mercie:
no dammit MM cant be your slave that position is reserved for ME.
I'll fight her for it. haha
I'll fight her for it. haha
unnecessaryz:
I can't believ Kikka's still talking about me pushing her into the trash. It's okay I guess since I am too.
Don't worry, kiddo. I'll see you again one of these days.
Don't worry, kiddo. I'll see you again one of these days.
Dear Pittsburgh,
It is August.
Please stop being 50 degrees out.
Thank you.
It is August.
Please stop being 50 degrees out.
Thank you.
mistakesmade:
Dear waxangel,
It's August.
Please come visit me.
Thank you.
It's August.
Please come visit me.
Thank you.
Update, Schmupdate
So, here I find myself, in Pittsburgh, PA, full of catfish, corn on the cob, and salade avec chevre. Content, yes, to say the least. I can't describe how great it feels to leave NYC for a while and disconnect myself from the unending stream of melodrama that accompanies being a superstar in such a sea of stories. That's right, you can all...
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So, here I find myself, in Pittsburgh, PA, full of catfish, corn on the cob, and salade avec chevre. Content, yes, to say the least. I can't describe how great it feels to leave NYC for a while and disconnect myself from the unending stream of melodrama that accompanies being a superstar in such a sea of stories. That's right, you can all...
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mercie:
oh well, i tried. punk. 
kikka:
ooo i saw you on the hoodies site. and NOT ON THE WARHOL CAMS. *makes a scary scar face*
Work, drink, pass out, repeat.
I haven't had a solid night's sleep in a week. I've been working every day, with a few doubles thrown in. The good news is I'm making money. Also getting the partying out of my system before school starts. But it's taking a toll.
I'm going on a 7-day fruit and juice fast. My stomach is so completely fucked, I...
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I haven't had a solid night's sleep in a week. I've been working every day, with a few doubles thrown in. The good news is I'm making money. Also getting the partying out of my system before school starts. But it's taking a toll.
I'm going on a 7-day fruit and juice fast. My stomach is so completely fucked, I...
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siv:
ya ha ha, i just saw you on that custom hoodies website. FUCKING PRECIOUS. the bronx, indeed. 
mistakesmade:
How bout an update huh? 
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If you were a pill
I'd take a handful at my will
and knock it back
with a lot of something sweet and strong.
I'm so bored with this whole internet thing. I never want to write anything that requires any effort. I'm working the next 15 days in a row, between 8 and 13 hours a day. Then I have five days off to...
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I'd take a handful at my will
and knock it back
with a lot of something sweet and strong.
I'm so bored with this whole internet thing. I never want to write anything that requires any effort. I'm working the next 15 days in a row, between 8 and 13 hours a day. Then I have five days off to...
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bukkakegod:
i dont know what to say, so i shall just poke you with a stick like so... 
eli:
montreal is for luvers.........
great tolerant city full of beauty of all kinds thats for sure!
great tolerant city full of beauty of all kinds thats for sure!
I'm bored with these silly games, sick to death of childish antics. I've had it with big talk followed by a retreat from action. Life is to be lived, not fantasized. Avoiding reality does not make it go away. Dreaming is useless without trying to make those dreams come true. Go on, show me what you've got, or else stop wasting my time.
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mistakesmade:
Lets get dirty.
kikka:
ahhhhh i was so delighted to hear you
lalallala mi amore hey amore shabadaba/other gypsy songs
lalallala mi amore hey amore shabadaba/other gypsy songs