walden_

I'm feeling exhausted, trying to keep myself from feeling down.

I've been following that whole "fake it 'til ya make it" philosophy, and putting on a happy face for everyone.. but damn, damn I'm tired. I cracked yesterday and spent a good 4 hours sobbing, realizing I was backsliding and I needed to take control.

Luckily, I'm already starting to do that..

I feel like I have a lot to offer the world, and that I'm a pretty beautiful person inside... I just want to feel -good- goddamnit.