I'm feeling exhausted, trying to keep myself from feeling down.
I've been following that whole "fake it 'til ya make it" philosophy, and putting on a happy face for everyone.. but damn, damn I'm tired. I cracked yesterday and spent a good 4 hours sobbing, realizing I was backsliding and I needed to take control.
Luckily, I'm already starting to do that..
I feel like I have a lot to offer the world, and that I'm a pretty beautiful person inside... I just want to feel -good- goddamnit.
I've been following that whole "fake it 'til ya make it" philosophy, and putting on a happy face for everyone.. but damn, damn I'm tired. I cracked yesterday and spent a good 4 hours sobbing, realizing I was backsliding and I needed to take control.
Luckily, I'm already starting to do that..
I feel like I have a lot to offer the world, and that I'm a pretty beautiful person inside... I just want to feel -good- goddamnit.
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cyureus:
If it's any consolation, i think you're beautiful
vivid:
thank you!!