wahine

So i leave on the 20th for Hawaii..... kinda excited. mostly excited about getting out of LA....im bored of this town or maybe this town is bored of me. Been feeling kinda blue lately.... maybe since i got sober its been hard finding people to hang out with after having disconnected from all my old friends. I guess thats why i tried this out....hoping to make some new friends out here in LA. The though has been crossing my mind of just moving out to hawaii completly and trying it out there for a while..... dont know. My best friend leaves for Europe this week dont know what the fuck im gonna do with out him. It's really hard not having anyone to really talk to about this shit so i figured just telling complete strangers might work...... i guess ill see what happens.

I feel like im talking like some depressed chik who's looking for sympathy well all i really want is some genuine friends and people who i feel arent gonna use me for my generosity or what concert ill pay for us to go to...... so with that im gonna go out tonight and try and have some fun.

~T