Greetings!
Today is the last day of my membership and I want to express love and gratitude to my list of friends in cyberspace.
From what was first an attempt to "get back" at a boyfriend for being a part of this site, I have learned so much more from that action than expected.
Thankyou Shadow Silver for listening to my rants on FEMINISM and...
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Today is the last day of my membership and I want to express love and gratitude to my list of friends in cyberspace.
From what was first an attempt to "get back" at a boyfriend for being a part of this site, I have learned so much more from that action than expected.
Thankyou Shadow Silver for listening to my rants on FEMINISM and...
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STAGES OF RECOVERY
Stage 1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hold in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless. I t isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out.
STAGE 2. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk I pretedn I don't see it. I fall in...
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Stage 1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hold in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless. I t isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out.
STAGE 2. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk I pretedn I don't see it. I fall in...
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1stxer:
Takes a lot of courage to fight the good fight .... "MOST HUMBLING MOMENT: When I came to believe that I was just a human trying to have a spiritual experience". In our attempts to walk the strait path mystical things can and do happen. I stumbled many times along the way. Then one day and ever since there has been Good Orderly Direction 
I was stricken with impulse to write "how much I love my boyfriend."
Acutally he is the old new boyfriend. The fine specimen that I used this outlet to scourge and forget with...well....after a couple of months of a sincere attempt to restore our friendship, soul-searching and housecleaning on his side, a fizzled out autumn romance on my side and some great kindness to each...
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Acutally he is the old new boyfriend. The fine specimen that I used this outlet to scourge and forget with...well....after a couple of months of a sincere attempt to restore our friendship, soul-searching and housecleaning on his side, a fizzled out autumn romance on my side and some great kindness to each...
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1stxer:
When are you going to introduce him to us ... your friend is my friend.
kungfuvoodoo:
Swweeeeetttt!
May you burst and bloom into the fields of eternal bliss...or some such semblance.
May you burst and bloom into the fields of eternal bliss...or some such semblance.
Did I mention how much I love my boyfriend????? 
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josephene:
Well, no you hadn't...but how fabulous!
1stxer:
no ... but I notice your dating profile thing went down ..
WoW!
Has it really been that long since I updated?
Been very busy and crazy with the flipside of saddness and despair.
Strange how life does just that...flip. A month ago, I was in one of the darkest times in my life, I pushed through the vortex and found a different view. Such is life...
Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Has it really been that long since I updated?
Been very busy and crazy with the flipside of saddness and despair.
Strange how life does just that...flip. A month ago, I was in one of the darkest times in my life, I pushed through the vortex and found a different view. Such is life...
Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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josephene:
Wow...I love hearing stories like that...pulling ones self up and moving on to happier times. Continued contentment for you, lovely!
Gemini...
Is more about a toy than an actual position...
Gemini...
Is more about a toy than an actual position... 
fenris_ulf:
Hey kiddo, I'm in Alaska again. How are you doing?
Today is national celibacy day!
NO DICK
NO BUSH
VOTE TODAY! VOTE SMART!
NO DICK
NO BUSH
VOTE TODAY! VOTE SMART!
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kungfuvoodoo:
Please wash upon my journal shores to answer zee' ponderance of a question...
josephene:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! 
I love the rain...I love the sound of it, the smell it leaves and the reminder that there is something greater than myself incurring natural forces!
The downfall (pun completely intended) is that when you are not in a relationship or having just ended one it leaves me feeling pretty lonely. Making love and rainfall are synonymous in my world. Curling up all comfy cozy...
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The downfall (pun completely intended) is that when you are not in a relationship or having just ended one it leaves me feeling pretty lonely. Making love and rainfall are synonymous in my world. Curling up all comfy cozy...
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shark_____:
YAY!!!
shark_____:
okay i am so excited beyond all belief!!! but i must ask being the geek i am why did you choose me to take over your coveted position?
Edited because i miss spelled things... yet most are still missspelled
[Edited on Nov 02, 2004 7:43AM]
Edited because i miss spelled things... yet most are still missspelled
[Edited on Nov 02, 2004 7:43AM]
I'm farting!
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1stxer:
close your legs then ... 
Bleep!
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1stxer:
*$#@ !
anarchick:
Thankyou for your wonderful advice, your therapist makes alot of sense. I shall definately have to bring forward the next appointment with mine. You made me feel loads better *hug*
*hug*I LIKE A BOY!!
I LIKE A BOY!!
I LIKE A BOY!!
Actually he is more of a man. The sort of still surfs and skateboards to the market and is forty type.
Finally, I like someone. Geez I thought it would take like forever to find myself remotely interested in anyone. Although I am totally NOT ready for anything much more than a intimate...
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I LIKE A BOY!!
I LIKE A BOY!!
Actually he is more of a man. The sort of still surfs and skateboards to the market and is forty type.
Finally, I like someone. Geez I thought it would take like forever to find myself remotely interested in anyone. Although I am totally NOT ready for anything much more than a intimate...
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josephene:
YAY FOR BOYS!!! (very endearing to call them boys...makes us feel like girls, huh?) I'm so happy for you honey!! Nice and slow, lasts longer, huh? In relationships and other things... I'll send postive thoughts that he can see what a prize he's got in you. Enjoy the crush period, it's so fun isn't it?
have a great weekend!
I'll send postive thoughts that he can see what a prize he's got in you. Enjoy the crush period, it's so fun isn't it?
have a great weekend!
felicia_____:
It's nice to have friends, and nice to have "more than just" friends... Good luck
Good grief!
So much to report in the last week and a half that it is rather overwhelming to do so here.
Presently, fighting off strep throat. Uhhh...I think I know who the culprit is. Mmmmm? Feel like a teenager who came home after prom night and has no excuse for why her dress has a stain in it.
Strange how sometimes you are so...
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So much to report in the last week and a half that it is rather overwhelming to do so here.
Presently, fighting off strep throat. Uhhh...I think I know who the culprit is. Mmmmm? Feel like a teenager who came home after prom night and has no excuse for why her dress has a stain in it.
Strange how sometimes you are so...
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pica_pica:
hmm. it sounds like you had some fun finally. YAY.
I hope that if we are living paralell lives, that my tracks are just far enough ahead of yours so that you can see in time when my caboose get's blown off the tracks, and you can slow down for that rock slide.
i think i can i think i can i think i can.....
man, sometimes I think i have turned into the "little engine that would"
I hope that if we are living paralell lives, that my tracks are just far enough ahead of yours so that you can see in time when my caboose get's blown off the tracks, and you can slow down for that rock slide.
i think i can i think i can i think i can.....
man, sometimes I think i have turned into the "little engine that would"
Been crazy busy and knee-deep in drama so with that in mind, some things have to minimized so my energy is neatly kept at a reserve.
Piggy-backing my last journal, I did a little editing on my friends list to include those that I confer with on a regular basis--just to keep it simple. If you have been deleted, please let me know if you...
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Piggy-backing my last journal, I did a little editing on my friends list to include those that I confer with on a regular basis--just to keep it simple. If you have been deleted, please let me know if you...
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kungfuvoodoo:
Hey ...BayBa' (in some kind of wierd accent, you will have to use your imagination)
luv'ya!
luv'ya!
don't leave!!