well i have now had 4 whole days off work ... its been very nice .... slept in till 930 every day (usually up by 5 ) and putted around the house a bit .... not really gone anywhere or done anything ... just kinda relaxed a bit .... well needed at that
tomarrow i will be headed back to hell (work) ..... not really...
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well i have been told that it is time for me to update this thing and i think i have to agree lol
lets see where to start .... lots have happened since i wrote last ....
me and sandra broke up again but this time its for good .... neither one of us could handle this back and forth stuff ... so we both...
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lets see where to start .... lots have happened since i wrote last ....
me and sandra broke up again but this time its for good .... neither one of us could handle this back and forth stuff ... so we both...
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transmiter102879:
I am planning on stuffing a Mazda 13 in my bug
cookiepuss:
I talked to Anna. She said she would like to do another shoot with you. I think she wants to do a a couple rolls with me though, so we can wait until I get back (and hopefully have lost some weight!).
something i wrote about me ......
behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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b_citi:
time to update your journal 
cookiepuss:
Anna didn't answer, so I left a message on her phone.
Let you know if I hear anything.
Let you know if I hear anything.
something i wrote about me ......
behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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well its been about a week and things r going very well .. im glad that me and sandra decided to make things work ... we r taking it one day at a time ... she has not moved back in yet we r taking it slowly but it is really going well .... i really do love her .... she is awsome ....
cookiepuss:
Hope things work out this time.
So, does this mean you won't be online very much again?
I hope not!
We still need to get together.
So, does this mean you won't be online very much again?
I hope not!
We still need to get together.
well we r going to give it one more shot ... i think we r going to be ok .... we both know that its going to take alot of work but i really think we r going to be ok .... sandra is coming over tonight when she gets off work ... i cant wait i have missed her sleeping next to me ........
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trills:
Hope all turns out well hun! Fingers crossed.
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b_citi:
are you in the hopeless romantics group? ha ha
well at this point im not sure what to do ... sandra says she wants to get back together ... im not 100% sure .... i have alot of thinking to do in the next week or so ... im just hoping she will give me the time i need to decide one way or anyother ... shes not very good at that so i...
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"HEY FOR SOMEBODY WHOS ALWAYS BEEN LET DOWN WHOS HEADED OUT OF TOWN "
"FOR SOMEONE WHO LONGS FOR A COMMUNITY OF THEIR OWN WHOS WITH HIS CAMERA .......ALONE
can anyone tell me where that is from ... its one of my favorite quotes
"FOR SOMEONE WHO LONGS FOR A COMMUNITY OF THEIR OWN WHOS WITH HIS CAMERA .......ALONE
can anyone tell me where that is from ... its one of my favorite quotes
well it looks like it is officialy over .... sandra has started to move things out of the house ... i guess it was mutual .... im really going to miss her though ... its hard to be with someone for almost a year and then its over just like that .... but i guess its for the best ... life will go on as...
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trills:
Sorry to hear things aren't going too great for you.
Wanna chocolate?
Wanna chocolate?
well we havent talked since sunday .... she works night and i work days so we never see each other .... but from the messages she has left i do believe that its all over ... kinda sad really .... i thought she was really the one i was going to marry .... makes me sad .... i will always love her i do know...
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mitsukai:
I'd like to take this time to say... I'll trade you cities. I hate it here. I hate it so. 
cookiepuss:
We should go do something sometime, just the two of us.
Sorry to hear about your relationship probably being over.
Hope you are okay.
Sorry to hear about your relationship probably being over.
Hope you are okay.
Do you know how incredibly ODD it is to see you writing actual journal entires! Three cheers! Haha right on.