well its been since about febuary and i still miss my ex ... alot infact .... im still trying to figure out when it gets better ... did i really love her that much ... it never takes me this long to get over someone .... i just really dont understand .... i guess the hardest days r when i come home to an empty...
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rogue121600:
god your story hurts my heart, all to familiar, and I HATE that theres nothing i can say to make you feel better...all those bull shit sayings they dont help.....the only thing that helped me was this.....think of the most annoying thing your ex did (for me, he always interrupted my stories either to tell them different or start his own, i didnt even notice it until the first day we met my new roomate, she hated him cause he kept interputting my stories. when he dumped me she goes "someday you will find someone who will want to hear your stories" I blew it off at the time. but i kept unwillingly dating then one time i went out with this guy who seemed like all the others. we went to dinner and i was talking about something when the waitress interrupted, after she left he goes "..you were in the middle of your story?" and pretty much ever since ive been happy) i know it seems odd but seriously think of the most annoying thing your ex did then look for the opposite in someone new, it doesnt mean that they are the one or anything but at least your getting closer
rogue121600:
ha ha depends how much younger, your older then me so its more exceptable for you to even date a 20 year old....me i love the college freshmen but i get shit for it.....just dont be michael jackson
well today i went to a volkswagon show ... was great as always ... a few rare cars showed up which was cool ... a Heb and a 55 convertable .... helped my friends in the pits with their racecars which was also fun .... i got to drive the chase vehical to pull them back to the pit after thier runs .... i love...
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faeriedust:
oh
I've never been to a VW show. I wanna go to one now.
I have a guy up the road for me that rebuilds old VW's, He's great.
oh
I've never been to a VW show. I wanna go to one now.
I have a guy up the road for me that rebuilds old VW's, He's great.
13lackcat:
I didn't get just get the set rejected, i got rejected from the site 
they don't want me to submit another set any time soon
they don't want me to submit another set any time soonok one of the grosses things in the world happened this morning ... brushed my teeth and then puked all over the sink ... which happens i wasnt feeling well ... but the gross part is it went out my mouth and nose .... talk about burn ... it was disgusting .... so i clean everything up and brush my teeth again and ill be...
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bambie_____:
EEEEEWWWW!!! that is gross! thank you for the compliment too! i don't know that i could do anything but I like the way my hair turned out. I do think I'd make a really bad blonde though. . . 
illfatedusher:
wow that sux cant say i have much that could compete with that. But damn that sucks... well atleast you were fine after all that rigamaroo.. THough like Mitsuki said i would much rather throw up on my boss heh .. then go home and have tea and cinnamin toast, like ma yoused to make me when i was sick.... sniff... ma.... oh.. Ahem... oh right... well hey nice reading your journal and being nosey... Laters!
is it really to much to ask to have someone in life to love and be with .... woke up this morning looking for someone to be lying next to and be able to hold and just hold on to ....but allas an empty bed .... i dont like being single .... i feel i have so much love to give and cant seem to...
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feather:
hey there,
In my oppinion age only matters if you want it to. If you are looking for someone to be with its definitely up to the two people involved to decide weather age is an issue or not. I've never let age be the determining factor in a relationship, but I would advise you to make sure they're at leats 18
In my oppinion age only matters if you want it to. If you are looking for someone to be with its definitely up to the two people involved to decide weather age is an issue or not. I've never let age be the determining factor in a relationship, but I would advise you to make sure they're at leats 18
saffron:
age doesn't matter too much, though i probably wouldn't go over 6 years difference, myself. just my opinion.
and thank you very very much!!
and thank you very very much!!
well lets see .... went to the doctors today ...specialist actually ... what a waste of time .... she pretty much told me the exact same thing my doctor told me .... she read it right off the sheet he sent her ... when she looked at me she had no clue what she was looking for ..... i had to show her .... and...
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trills:
At least we only pay a set amount of tax for crap NHS service! Move to the UK!
I'm also a little fuzzy upside my head
Move to the UK!
I'm also a little fuzzy upside my head
realityescpesher:
screen name -----> Shimmerlkeagrrl (that's on AIM)
well lets see .....sunday went to a volkswagon show and my friend won first place in the drag racing .... started off to be a good week .... but as always it always goes to hell ....
sunday afternoon when i got home i found out my grandfather had himself a heart attack .... monday morning i got a call from my other grandmother to...
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sunday afternoon when i got home i found out my grandfather had himself a heart attack .... monday morning i got a call from my other grandmother to...
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kitsuneluvsyuki:
i see. well nice to meet you, new friend of mine 
bambie_____:
aaww, thank you! i think she's hotter than me though.
doctors still arent exactly sure what the deal is but they say they r narrowing it down ... ummm ok .... kinda tired of it ....
im starting to really not like the single life ... im a little confused on how to meet people ... i dont go to bars cause i dont care for them ... i work alot of hours ... im...
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im starting to really not like the single life ... im a little confused on how to meet people ... i dont go to bars cause i dont care for them ... i work alot of hours ... im...
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pharmgirl:
Meeting new people is hard. If I wasn't in class with the same people for the last 2 years I wouldn't know anyone in this town.
My advice...find somewhere to hang out on a regular basis. It might take a while, but eventually you'll start meeting people.
My advice...find somewhere to hang out on a regular basis. It might take a while, but eventually you'll start meeting people.
chelseamuffin:
Winchester? that is where I am from. You live there?
XO
XO
started working for tha lady redoing her house .... its not to bad really ... insulate the attic was easy ..... shes a nice lady ... but im not used to the work ... my back and legs and arms r killing me .... anyway
still feeling the emptiness inside .... i guess im the kind of person that needs someone to take care of...
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still feeling the emptiness inside .... i guess im the kind of person that needs someone to take care of...
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bambie_____:
Don't think about it too much or you'll freak out. I've done that, it's no fun and you feel like an ass afterwards.
Hope it goes well!
Hope it goes well!
goddessisis:
thank you 
yea she lives all the way in connecticut so im gonna miss her when she leaves
yea she lives all the way in connecticut so im gonna miss her when she leaves well today was interesting i guess whould be the word .... i was at work and a woman and her daughter came in to buy some insulation for a house they r trying to restore .... well i went ahead and delivered it to their house for them since all they had was a mini van and the stuff wouldnt fit .... went inside and...
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bambie_____:
Aaw! That is sad. Guess you could make that your 'Most humbling moment'. My bf's nieghbor has like 2 weeks to live and ever since the nieghbor's 6 year old found out he keeps saying that God will bring him back just like he brought Jesus back, it's really sad because this kid has really convinced himself that it's true.
Have a good day though! No Celtic Fest for me, in the rain, I'm not going to an event in the rain if I can avoid it, especially if I'd have to pay to get in!
Have a good day though! No Celtic Fest for me, in the rain, I'm not going to an event in the rain if I can avoid it, especially if I'd have to pay to get in!
pharmgirl:
People are so wonderful. That women has a limited time left, and chooses to use it to help others. Wow. I'm glad you might help her.
Hope you had a good weekend.
Hope you had a good weekend.
woke up this morning with a feeling of emptiness .... y is it i am having so much trouble living with myself and feel i need someone here with me ... i miss my ex more and more everyday .... thought it was supposed to get easier .... feels like its getting worse .... its like i want to just get rid of everything and...
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pl4st1kwh0r3:
yeah, getting over someone you love/ care about can be tough, hang in there.
bambie_____:
It's hard to tell someone how best to get over some one else. The guy I'm dating still misses his ex (his son's mother, she passed away in a car accident almost 2 years ago and they weren't even together when it happened) I think that you should try to let yourself get close. . not way too close, to some one new and different and let them help you get past where you were and where you are. I don't know if that's any thing you'd be interested in trying but it's all I can think of. That's what I'm doing for my bf now, or I'm trying to any way.