gotta call and see about my grandmother today ... she may be having surgery ... i hope everything will be ok with her .... i may see michele tonight with any luck ... it amazing how much i miss her when shes not here ...
seems like everyone is falling apart ... my grandmother is still in the hospitol ... cant figure out what is wrong and then last night took my mother to the ER cause she sprained her wriste .... weird ......well michele is supposed to fly in today or tomarrow .... i kinda hope its today .... didnt hear from her last night she must have been... Read More
well put michele on a plane again today so she can go home for easter ... spent last night with her from 11 to 4 then had to take her to the airport ... its so hard to let go and watch her leave ...but i know she will be back .... i do miss her terribly when she is gone and cant wait for... Read More
well today they think my grandmother may have had a stroke which really sucks ... im worried about her ... michele and i r doing ok so far ... i miss her alot vcause she is so far away .... i hope everything works out and she relocates to manassas ... if she doesnt take the job i dont know what we r going to... Read More
i have nothing against red roses other then they symblize love and i dont think im at that point yet ..... Ratty ill give u a call with in the next week or so about the hair shoot id really love to still do it ....
well just got back from seeing michele ... not sure when ill see her again ... she is suck an amazing person .... i cant beleive how fast u can be sucked in by someone else ...she went back to iowa today ...she returns monday ...not sure when ill get a chance to go see her .... im gonna miss her ... i did do... Read More
never red roses.. you have a thing against the red ones huh? but i really like the white ones... of course purple are the best, but they only come in miniture roses, but I think they are so cute! but expensive lol... anyway, glad you had fun... glad she liked your surprise
saw michele last night ... she didnt get off work till late so we really didnt do anything .... i have never in my life met someone who can sleep so deep as she can ...nothing wakes her up .... absolutely amazing .... she was up from 4 AM till midnight so she crashed early ... was nice to just lay beside her .....was dead... Read More
kinda a slow boring night tonight ...did get to talk to michele a couple times today so that was good ... she should be on line later ... ill see her tomarrow night which im excited about .... cant wait .... ill get to go see her again on thursday night too and spend almost 2 days with her ...which is also cool ...but then... Read More
the thoughts of michele run through my head ...its crazy how someone new can come into your life and make u feel this way ... its nuts ...im scared to death of her .... scared to death of feeling the way i do for her .... its a nice feeling but im afraid of being hurt ... but what can i do ...its to late... Read More
i think everyone is afraid of starting a new relationship.. anyone that's ever been hurt that is... it's a normal, natural feeling... no one wants to be hurt.. but we keep on trying... just the way it works.. best of luck with you too... Make her stop smoking!!! lol
the last 2 days have been simply amazing ... i met someone that i wasnt really sure about but i am now extremely happy when ever she is around .... spent 2 days with her while she was in town ..... took her to the airport today and was very hard to let her go .... good thing is she will be back on tuesday... Read More
hope you get to see your chick tonight 
