Saturday Sep 24, 2005

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confussion .... life described in one work as of right now .... y am i having such a hard time with all of this ....

i was talking to a friend of mine today .... i have one hugh decission to make ... do i stay living in this town ... or do i leave and try a fresh start somewhere else ....

the only thing i have come up with is this .... if i leave ill be leaving everyone i know for the most part ... my family whom i am very close to .... and my best friend and his family whom i am very close to .... they r my world ... if i go anywhere its with them ....

but if i stay .... ill be stuck in this dead end job that i really hate .... with a passion .... working for people that r so arrigant its just amazing how their heads fit through doors .... in a town i dont much care for ...

im starting to wonder ....how do u live life .... im wondering if i even know how .... frown
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ondyne:
Thanks! I'm bored with them already but all the potential photographers were in New Orleans. Yeah I escaped MD 3 years ago, I miss my friends horribly but I certainly don't miss the ice and snow.
ondyne:
I love NYC. It's the one place I miss most about the north. I took it for granted when I lived 45 min away, had I known I'd move half way across the country I'd have been there more.

Either way, it's ok I don't have a photographer right now. I'm not happy with my body at the moment so I know it'd show. Maybe in a few months when I get back to comfort level.

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