vwwitch

well we havent talked since sunday .... she works night and i work days so we never see each other .... but from the messages she has left i do believe that its all over ... kinda sad really .... i thought she was really the one i was going to marry .... makes me sad .... i will always love her i do know that at least in some way i will and i know its going to be hard to move on but i know its probably best .... makes me feel like my life is running away and ill never find that one person to make my wife ... oh well what can u do .... every time she calls i look at the phone and try to figure out how to pick it up and what to say if i do ........ by the time i think i should it stops ringing .... sometimes i really wonder about myself .....