not sure if anyone really reads these blogs or not but here it goes ... today has not been a good day ... it really has nothing to do with valentines day cause i could really care less about it ... actually the last few days have been pretty bad ... i swear im in love with someone that wont say if they are in love with me ... all i get is an i dont know ... what the hell is that ... it just really hurts and i think im going to have to let go and walk away even though its going to really hurt ... life just isnt going well ...and i dont know what to do or where to turn ... im alone and i hate it ... im the type of person that is only truely happy when i have someone in my life .. im far from happy right now ...
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