well i get to see my friend dawn tonight ... cant wait ... i only get to see her about once a year or so ... we went to high school together but since she has moved to toranto canada ... im planning to go visit her as soon as i can get some time off work ...i miss her alot ... shes like my...
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well things seem to be getting a bit better .... work is starting to pick up which is good ...more money ... woo hoo .... im starting to feel better living alone again .... somedays its tough but its getting a bit better .... ummm i really dont know what else to say this time .... oh yeah .... my 52 beetle is closer to...
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b_citi:
haha, you have a beetle? thats so cute. i really wish you posted pics.
b_citi:
Wholey shit dude! I didnt even know you HAD pics. Did you just recently add those?!?!? BIZARRE!! I did NOT have a face to put to a screen name until now. All I knew of you was your eyeball. Okay, have a nice day 
its really hard sometimes ... late at night i sit here with the weight of such loneliness that is hard to comprehend .... how do u get through a night like this ... how do u talk yourself into making it through till tomarrow ... i know that it will all be ok but when u sit here and u feel useless and dont know...
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goddessisis:
so your a photographer huh? cool.... do you have a portfolio or some pictures you can show me? 
to much work today and the funny thing is i didnt do my job ... figure that one at .... i work as a 18 wheeler truck driver ... well i didnt have any runs today so in order to stay on the clock and make some money i washed and polished my truck .... would u beleive it took me 8 hours to wash...
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trills:
You need a super car wash.. TRUCK wash. Or to pay a valet minimum wage to do it for you.
pixilated101:
chrome
vwwitch:
guess ill show the scary person
well i have now had 4 whole days off work ... its been very nice .... slept in till 930 every day (usually up by 5 ) and putted around the house a bit .... not really gone anywhere or done anything ... just kinda relaxed a bit .... well needed at that
tomarrow i will be headed back to hell (work) ..... not really...
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tomarrow i will be headed back to hell (work) ..... not really...
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tearsofdelirium:
Yeah..... tearsofdelirium@aol.com ... thank you for the complament.. 
b_citi:
I wish my boy was a morning boy. Hes in bed by 3 (naturally) and up by 11 or 12. I hate it. As for me- Im up at 7 and in bed by 9:30. heh. I work at a coffee shop and work the morning shift which is pretty brutal- for example, I do it tomorrow. I love boys that are up in the morning and consider being up by 9:30 sleeping in. hahaha. Train my boyfriend!
Do you know how incredibly ODD it is to see you writing actual journal entires! Three cheers! Haha right on.
Do you know how incredibly ODD it is to see you writing actual journal entires! Three cheers! Haha right on.
vwwitch:
my obsession
well i have been told that it is time for me to update this thing and i think i have to agree lol
lets see where to start .... lots have happened since i wrote last ....
me and sandra broke up again but this time its for good .... neither one of us could handle this back and forth stuff ... so we both...
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lets see where to start .... lots have happened since i wrote last ....
me and sandra broke up again but this time its for good .... neither one of us could handle this back and forth stuff ... so we both...
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transmiter102879:
I am planning on stuffing a Mazda 13 in my bug
cookiepuss:
I talked to Anna. She said she would like to do another shoot with you. I think she wants to do a a couple rolls with me though, so we can wait until I get back (and hopefully have lost some weight!).
something i wrote about me ......
behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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b_citi:
time to update your journal
cookiepuss:
Anna didn't answer, so I left a message on her phone.
Let you know if I hear anything.
Let you know if I hear anything.
something i wrote about me ......
behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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behind the box I hide from u
only seeing what is true
safe and sound I know it all
behind the shield I will not fall
I try so hard to hold my fear
To hide behind and hold a tear
I see the truth the image holds
Behind the box I will not fold
My truth is hidden...
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well its been about a week and things r going very well .. im glad that me and sandra decided to make things work ... we r taking it one day at a time ... she has not moved back in yet we r taking it slowly but it is really going well .... i really do love her .... she is awsome ....
cookiepuss:
Hope things work out this time.
So, does this mean you won't be online very much again?
I hope not!
We still need to get together.
So, does this mean you won't be online very much again?
I hope not!
We still need to get together.
well we r going to give it one more shot ... i think we r going to be ok .... we both know that its going to take alot of work but i really think we r going to be ok .... sandra is coming over tonight when she gets off work ... i cant wait i have missed her sleeping next to me ........
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trills:
Hope all turns out well hun! Fingers crossed.
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b_citi:
are you in the hopeless romantics group? ha ha
Boston sounds like a good idea. It's always good to see old friends.
Hope you had a good time tonight with your friend Dawn.