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Yeah, so i just got back from A&E again. no big deal though: I had a blood blister which got infected and imploded. It feels (and looks like) my leg got bitten by a big bug. The thing is i got back to my car 20mins late and found a sixty pound fine. sucks when you've spent 50 mins waiting to see a doctor. oh well, i sent them a letter and no cash, i figure they must be lonely for correspondence if that's how they operate.

there's an open mic tonight and i have some fun material but i'm tempted to practice my performance more and not hobble across london in pain. Im not sure.

I could easily be a bit down right now but I'm feeling positive. I've Decided to job hunt hard but also use my time to get myself sorted: swimming, reading, staying straight edge for a bit! I might even get some work with my homebizzles in Starbucks just to pay for the much needed haircut.

Things are a little slow this week, but i'm positive i can get that speed up again. I have a decent portfolio, loads of material and maybe some strength building soon. Just gotta let myself heal. again!

It sucked hard to watch Paint it Black at Fighting Cocks last night and feel too frail to get involved. When im 100% i'm going to enjoy things so much! Right now it feels like i have dreams but i cant touch them. I need to get fit so i can get out and breath.