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yeah so, hmm, thats right. spent the day with Alex being stupid. In a bit i'm going to see the last gig of a mates punk band (not small mercies!!) and getting a drink with Alexs x (she's selling me reading tickets) who' suggested the same venue alex is taking his other girlfriend to tonight. hmmm.

I've written some comedy, but next week i have to step up my game especially as i could be offered the massive opportunity to play at the comedy store (its the people you know).

i still haven't been paid the 2850 i'm owed so i had to borrow cash of the parents. that really sucks. I hate borrowing off them. i want my own money for rent, marks new bday present (i suck dude i know) and sneakers. I also have my mixes done which i now have to pay for.

i've started some minor physio on my fingers. At the moment its excruciating to make a fist and my fingers shake uncontrollably when i try to touch my thumb to them. I have made some improvement in that if i concentrate i can make the ok sign. i need more strength to be able to write. the doctor said i can use my hand but not pick things up so i figure I'm going to get my finger functionality back now to save on physio. I think i'd make more progress if it was just pain but the tension feels like something is going to snap. i think its just the muscle stretching though. Otherwise i'm still running, weight training (my other arm) and doing sit ups. i refuse to remain this weak.

If anybody knows Mr Motivator i could do with a friendly phone call or maybe he could crash over slumber party style.

have a kick-ass weekend amigos.