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Got my head down and sorted my tracks. it could have taken me ages but i just sat and did it. I realised that Chemo is too good an oportunity to let slip. His name alone elevates what im doing.

Recieved some quotes for snowboard instructor courses (around 3500 to do in canada) so i figure thats something to put on hold for now. I need to double check if there's not a dry slope version and how much cheaper persuing the course in europe would be. I'll do that this afternoon.

Tonight i write stand up for tomorrow and have a look at new jobs. im going to have a look at charitys, design roles and general people jobs in central london.

freelance is cool but you fly solo, i want a good work fam again.

anyway, its dull but im happy to have gained some focus. I figure i need to build it again through self disaplin.

I need to:

1. sort a new job.

2. get the EP finished with Chemo and push it to some indy labels. At worst ill do a short LP run off my own back.

3. write comedy,practice, and do my best at the gigs. even if i die!

im giving up booze sunday to thursdays so it means less socialising but more progress. I feel more focused when i dilberatly do this. it keeps my thoughts on my goals. Its easy for me to go out everynight or party at the flat but then nothing gets done.

Its time to get my head down. Its been a hard week for family shit but thats behind me for a while.

Thanks px for listening.

oh and this is where i should be performing on the 29th July (just found out so i gotta check my dates). My friend Holly has organised it so i have to. AHHHHH!
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