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You know, It would be really great if I didn't have to work tonight.... But I have to....

I woke up starving at around 1:30 or so, and I think I am ordering thai food for breakfast.... what I really want is a candy bar. I never used to have asweet tooth.... then I quit drinking, and now I totally crave sugar. I'm pretty sure It's because alcohol turns to sugar in your body.... I just have to cut back on my sugar intake a little at a time.... I don't think I ate more candy bars and chocolate in the six years I was drinking than I have in the past two months..... It's a miracle that I have actually lost weight rather than gained it.....

yum thai food...........

I really can't wait for my trip to SF.... I guess I should call people and tell them I am comming.....

My bodsy has been super sore lately... I really need a massage, But not that deep tissue shit, It makes me feel worse the next day. I love thai massage, but i really need someone to really get in there and work on my back. It feels like a fucking violin, but more tightly strung.

I am going to hang out with Bee soon, I am stoked on that, because all the other times I have met her, she seemed pretty cool.... and If you live in L.A., and you pick up a copy of this week's City Beat, you can find a pic of us together on page 22, along with some other pics that include SGs Erin, Reagan, Pearl, Katie, and Sawa.... So yeah...I should give Bee a call.....

My weekend is looking pretty uneventful. I am working all weekend, and reading books. I am almost fininshed with T. More's utopia... It is very socialist, but makes alot of good points too...

I have decided that I want a wish list.... I have no idea of what to put on it though... I dunno, I feel lost on this one....

Some people asked in my set comments and emailed me wanting to know where I shot the zoo set. I shot that set with Lithium, at the old abandoned L.A. Zoo.... the zoo cages you see were built in the 1930's, and the old zoo closed around 1965.... all the cage doors are welded shut, and I had to shimmy my scrawny ass through those bars just to get in and out of there. It was fun, but I kept wondering if someone was going to walk by.... a little public nudity never hurt anyone.... The new zoo is about two miles from the old zoo....

I can't figure out how to update my journal with my cam phone. does anyone know? wanna tell me ?

well, I'm outa here.... I have lots of cool stuff up my sleeves that I'll tell you about later....

Thanks for all the comments on my new set.... It was really fun to shoot, and phillip is really great to work with... I am excited to see what he does with the other girls.... I am thinking of shooting with him again in the near future.... But there's a certain set I want to shoot with missy also... It would be perfect for her abilities and style, and I think it would be a fun shoot for both of us..... but I'm not gonna say what it is, you'll just have to wait and see...

have a great weekend.



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