voltaire

what have I gotten myself into? I must have at least 60 questions to answer... I wrote them all down, and now I just have to answer them, which I promise to do in the next journal... and I promise It won't be a week from now... I went crazy on saturday, and went out and spent close to a thousand dollars on creating a new look for myself. I'm over the way I look in everyday life. I'm sick to death of it. I got 4 tops, 2 skirts, a great pair of jeans, and three pairs of shoes, with a fourth pair being transferred. I have some great clothes. until this weekend I had no shoes to wear them with.now I have three pairs. and I can't wait for the boots to come in. I had to do it. am not going to be able to go out at all this month, but I's worth it.. all the stuff I got would still be in style if I was going to be broke through next year. I have had really rotten luck looking for a bikini. I guess they aren't in season till may or so.
I'm shooting for both Charles Gatewood, and Perry Ghallager this month. but that's all the modeling I'm doing that I know of. so far anyway. I might do another but I'm not sure with who yet...
as usual, I'm up to no good, and I have a few projects I'm working on(like my portfolio/website)... and another dance project... It looks like I landed the venue. I have all my costumes, and routines down. I just need a bot two more players... which I think might be filled by my friend scar, and my neighbor, who is also hot. and that's all I'm going to tell you about it at the moment.

You know what it's time for? retaurant reviews.....
Okay, i went to a few different places this wekend, that i had vever been to before...
-Koi (japanese) on La Cienega... great service, and very pretty plates...the food was pretty good too. the sashimi was fantastic, but there was also a really good variety, including blue fin tuna... the chilean sea bass had a flaky, melt in your mouth texture... the seaweed salad was far above standard, but not the best ever(that honor goes to cafe sushi on W. Santa Monica... the rest of thier food is awful trhough.).... over all It was a great dining experience. I would highly reccomend it.
-Toi on sunset(thai)... I was really dissappointed... I really love thai food, but I really wasn't impressed. I had the red curry, and It was totally bland. It tasted watered down, and really neede a good dose of ginger, lemmongrass, and thai chile... On the plus side, It would be a great place for someone that does not like spicy food to try thai food. It is also open till 4 am, and has a nice atmosphere. next time I will skip the food though, and just go for cocktails.
-the dressden(Italian)on Vermont. My new favorite restaurant. the dinning room is separate from the lounge, but both ahve alot of cahracter, and atmosphere... alot of old school italians with slicked back hair dining, hanging, and working there... It gives the palce An authentic, old world feel... I really liked it. almost all the wait staff was italian men, which was my favorite part, since I am half Italian. they have a great list of appetizers, and the wine list features wines from italy, spain, australia, france, and of course california domestics. thier staeks are made to perfection, exactly as you ask, and the marinara there actually has character, and a full rich flavor, rather than that tangy, plain borring tomato sauce most places like to pass off as marinara. chicklen marsala was incredible... you haven't had chicken marsala untill you've had it at the dresden. the portions are amazing, and incerdibly tasty. easier on the budget than I had expected, but I still ended up giving a $30 tip, because the service there is over the top rad. amazing... easily my favorite dining experience this week, as well as the best....

I think I'm going to eat my leftovers now....

this week I'm not up to much... I am buying a mountain bike, because i need to work out, but I can't bring myself to join a gym, because I don't like exercise machines, and I don't want to go work out at a meat market. besides, then I can ride my bike through the hollywood hills. I'm not fat, but I don't want my body to feel sluggish, and loose muscle tone.. i want to feel my best. any suggestions? I only want to spend about 2-3 hundred bucks, since most of my biking will be city biking on flat, but busy streets.

this week I'm working:
tonight: from 8pm to close
wed: 8pm to close
fri: 8pm to close
sat: 8pm to close
email me if you are interested in comming, and I will hook you up with some info. as to where, and directions.

well I guess I'll catch you all on the flipside.... that being tomorrow. I'm off to check out journals, and answer a LOOOOOOOOONG list of questions for my next journal.
take it easy you guys...

-If you could eat any kind of food right now, what would it be?
-Where are you, and what is the weather like there right now?
- I think I want a green popsicle....