hey you guys, what's up? sorry for the lack of updates, I was treally busy, and then my computer monitor took a shit.... fortunately maxx came to my rescue, and gave me this one.....
Hmmm where should I begin?
work has been pretty shitty. but that's not what's really bothering me. I guess it's starting to wear on me that almost every girl I work with does meth. It's kinda hard to be around sometimes because when someone is really high or comming down or jonseing they are kindof really hard to be around.... when someone is really high, they usually have no idea that they are talking, and that no one is listening. they also do really off the wall things that don't make sense like start dancing on pool tables when someone is playing a game, or see things that aren't there if they've been high for too long. the ones that are comming down are either paranoid or bitchy, or depressed. the ones that are jonsing just sit in the dressing room, making calls trying to "score" because they can't work unless they're high..... and then of course there are the ones that will perform "favors" in the lapdance room for thier fix.... the normally none of this affects me, but lately, it's begun to wear on me. maybe it's because this month has been so bad as far as making money goes. It makes the meth monsters harder to deal with.... I'm a little concerned about one girl I work with...she lives with her mom, and gets drunk at work. her mom gets upset if she comes in drunk, so before she leaves work, she does meth. she says she can't snort it anymore, because she gets nosebleeds from doing too much already. so she smokes it. she's only 21 years old. and she is slowly killing herself. It's depressing. I need a good night to cheer me up about work. who wants to come see me at work and help me out with that?
sunday, It got so hot here, that i got sick. It was awful. I was better on tuesday though. Tuesday night I went a dinner with all the LA SGs, and although I didn't meet everyone, everyone I met was very nice. then Lilith, Paige, and I went out to a bar in Canoga park, where the worst band in the world played the worst covers in the world. but it was so bad it was funny. the bar had a total frat boy vibe, and when I went outside to make a call there were 21 year old boys yelling things at cars, and getting trashed. after that me and lilith went to the worst strip club I've ever been to It was a bikini bar. but the dancers weren't paying attention to us, and we were the only people tipping it was pretty fucking lame, and the girls working were not that rad, except for one who I want to come work at my club... then we ran out of there just in time to grab a six pack of coronas and drink them at my house. Maxx came over and hooked up my new monitor, and then he and lilith both took off into the night.... then I got online and finally went to bed around five or so.... then I got up the next day, and went to work and it sucked I made a buck after cab fare. It was really discouraging. I'm dreading friday night.... I hope it gets better....
In better news, I am shooting a new set for SG very soon, and the idea I have is stunning. I think you will all really dig it... well, I hope you do, anyway..... I'm shooting it outdoors....
I will respond to all of the comments form last journal and the one before that tomorrow... I would be here all night if I did it now... dial up sucks.... take it easy you guys....
-what do you think of piercing suspensions?
- which do you prefer:tatoos or piercings?
- isn't my cat rad?
Hmmm where should I begin?
work has been pretty shitty. but that's not what's really bothering me. I guess it's starting to wear on me that almost every girl I work with does meth. It's kinda hard to be around sometimes because when someone is really high or comming down or jonseing they are kindof really hard to be around.... when someone is really high, they usually have no idea that they are talking, and that no one is listening. they also do really off the wall things that don't make sense like start dancing on pool tables when someone is playing a game, or see things that aren't there if they've been high for too long. the ones that are comming down are either paranoid or bitchy, or depressed. the ones that are jonsing just sit in the dressing room, making calls trying to "score" because they can't work unless they're high..... and then of course there are the ones that will perform "favors" in the lapdance room for thier fix.... the normally none of this affects me, but lately, it's begun to wear on me. maybe it's because this month has been so bad as far as making money goes. It makes the meth monsters harder to deal with.... I'm a little concerned about one girl I work with...she lives with her mom, and gets drunk at work. her mom gets upset if she comes in drunk, so before she leaves work, she does meth. she says she can't snort it anymore, because she gets nosebleeds from doing too much already. so she smokes it. she's only 21 years old. and she is slowly killing herself. It's depressing. I need a good night to cheer me up about work. who wants to come see me at work and help me out with that?
sunday, It got so hot here, that i got sick. It was awful. I was better on tuesday though. Tuesday night I went a dinner with all the LA SGs, and although I didn't meet everyone, everyone I met was very nice. then Lilith, Paige, and I went out to a bar in Canoga park, where the worst band in the world played the worst covers in the world. but it was so bad it was funny. the bar had a total frat boy vibe, and when I went outside to make a call there were 21 year old boys yelling things at cars, and getting trashed. after that me and lilith went to the worst strip club I've ever been to It was a bikini bar. but the dancers weren't paying attention to us, and we were the only people tipping it was pretty fucking lame, and the girls working were not that rad, except for one who I want to come work at my club... then we ran out of there just in time to grab a six pack of coronas and drink them at my house. Maxx came over and hooked up my new monitor, and then he and lilith both took off into the night.... then I got online and finally went to bed around five or so.... then I got up the next day, and went to work and it sucked I made a buck after cab fare. It was really discouraging. I'm dreading friday night.... I hope it gets better....
In better news, I am shooting a new set for SG very soon, and the idea I have is stunning. I think you will all really dig it... well, I hope you do, anyway..... I'm shooting it outdoors....
I will respond to all of the comments form last journal and the one before that tomorrow... I would be here all night if I did it now... dial up sucks.... take it easy you guys....
-what do you think of piercing suspensions?
- which do you prefer:tatoos or piercings?
- isn't my cat rad?
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-tattoos, though I have none and seem to opt for piercings more because they are cheaper and I am broke...but I will get my first tat in may, yep. I'm gonna start my sleeve finally.
-I like kitties, I have never met yours but I'm sure she is awesome!
You should check out theamazingrando 's idea for a new set between you and I. You have to go into my journal to look at it though....