voltaire

I just can't drink like I used to... It hurts too much the next day.... what's more, It's not fun anymore either.....

I've been really bummed out with people lately.... I like them less and less..... most of society is selfish, and greedy... insecure, and superficial...... especially right now durring the holidays.... It's depressing as fuck to watch... I'm not anywhere near perfect myself, but I am trying.....

Someday, when I die, I will know everything... right as my heart stops, I will be enlightened... Or at least I really hope so, because I'm going to feel pretty jipped, if I die and I still have questions.....

little Birch says hello.... she's sleeping on top of my computer monitor right now.... that cat has the life.... an owner that worships the ground she walks on, rad chow whenever she's hungry, bottled water to drink, a clean bathroom at all times, and five beds all over the apartment.....that poor cat, she's so deprived.......

I'm hungry.... I want to make cannelloni with spinach and mushrooms, and drink red wine... as a matter of fact, I think I'm going to... I'm on it..... I love cannelloni.....

I'm taking tomorrow off.... I think I'm working at a new club on saturday... we'll see.... If so, I'll only be there on weekends.....

I want a new makeup case... a really nice one from Sephora... I'm going to go buy one tomorrow... I want it to hold all my makeup, and lock... I want a good set of makeup brushes too.... I'm getting really touchy about that shit... I want stilla's brush set..... I really like the new retro bright eye shadow look... I just don't like it on me......

I'm not going out tonight... I'm staying in.... I never go to clubs anymore, because I hear enough loud music all night everytime I work, and I am over the "meet market" scene.... I'm so tired of it....

I'm hungry... I'm gonna go make cannelloni.... I'd better get started on my marinara......