Conundrumic thoughts plague me at the moment.
I am meeting with an awesome guy on Oct 10th to shoot a set. I'm excited, I feel like my long wait to find someone to shoot with is finally over.
We have made plans for this shoot, I've got costume and location all settled. My parents are keeping their friends away from the house for me for the day, my Mom is doing my hair, he has his hotel reservation.
I was just notified that I would be in the running to have a government affiliated job with my chosen field. To not accept a government based association in my chosen field is like shooting myself in the foot career wise, it's what I would prefer to do, since I want to work for a crime lab or the Smithsonian.
Because of the wonderful USA being the land of the free, the home of the prudes, I wouldn't be able to hold a government job if I were to get a set accepted on SG.
I've been on SG for years, and have searched constantly for ways to make it happen for me, even if most of that was bidding my time and making decent relationships with individuals around me.
It was a goal I set personally for myself.
I'm still going to do the shoot, see how it turns out. I'm not making any decision until then. My final decision will determine if I submit to MR or not. However you guys will get to see the set in some way shape or form, even if I just post it in my pics...MetroGlamour's work is too awesome to not be shared I feel.
I'm not dumb. I suspected this would occur, and I am none to surprised that it did. I'm not even upset about it.
The thing that makes me angry is the fact that I should even have to consider making this decision in the first place.
I have always been a girl that felt the only way she would get anywhere is by her brains, and not her looks.
In fact I've been offended when things in the job/academic worlds have gone my way because of my looks and not my merits.
I do not feel that my modeling would in any way interfere with my ability to do a job. Ok I guess it could depend on the job, but an academic, and analytic job, ummm no, that's all based on my skills and brain, not my willingness to share my boobs with the world.
Let's face it, I have epic boobs, these ladies need sharing, lol.
Ok, I just needed to vent.
In fun news, I'm hula hooping again. Mom bought me a cheapie hoop to get started again, and I'm going to save for a nicer one.
I'm gonna hula hoop this weight off my little butt. Once I figure out how to keep the hoop on my hips instead of my tummy...lol
I'm also excited by the prospect of going to the SGNC (SGCharlotte? did we agree on a name yet?) Halloween party with Schiavona and K_Rex.
I may also be helping them paint their porch since I need a productive way to alleviate stress that doesn't involve me killing everything on the monitor (so I play left 4 dead to vent...what of it?)
Hula hooping will help with the stress. So will painting and hanging with people that I don't see everyday in my apartment.
I'm gonna go be OCD and study my notes more, those straight A's wont maintain themselves!
xoxoxoxo
V
I am meeting with an awesome guy on Oct 10th to shoot a set. I'm excited, I feel like my long wait to find someone to shoot with is finally over.
We have made plans for this shoot, I've got costume and location all settled. My parents are keeping their friends away from the house for me for the day, my Mom is doing my hair, he has his hotel reservation.
I was just notified that I would be in the running to have a government affiliated job with my chosen field. To not accept a government based association in my chosen field is like shooting myself in the foot career wise, it's what I would prefer to do, since I want to work for a crime lab or the Smithsonian.
Because of the wonderful USA being the land of the free, the home of the prudes, I wouldn't be able to hold a government job if I were to get a set accepted on SG.
I've been on SG for years, and have searched constantly for ways to make it happen for me, even if most of that was bidding my time and making decent relationships with individuals around me.
It was a goal I set personally for myself.
I'm still going to do the shoot, see how it turns out. I'm not making any decision until then. My final decision will determine if I submit to MR or not. However you guys will get to see the set in some way shape or form, even if I just post it in my pics...MetroGlamour's work is too awesome to not be shared I feel.
I'm not dumb. I suspected this would occur, and I am none to surprised that it did. I'm not even upset about it.
The thing that makes me angry is the fact that I should even have to consider making this decision in the first place.
I have always been a girl that felt the only way she would get anywhere is by her brains, and not her looks.
In fact I've been offended when things in the job/academic worlds have gone my way because of my looks and not my merits.
I do not feel that my modeling would in any way interfere with my ability to do a job. Ok I guess it could depend on the job, but an academic, and analytic job, ummm no, that's all based on my skills and brain, not my willingness to share my boobs with the world.
Let's face it, I have epic boobs, these ladies need sharing, lol.
Ok, I just needed to vent.
In fun news, I'm hula hooping again. Mom bought me a cheapie hoop to get started again, and I'm going to save for a nicer one.
I'm gonna hula hoop this weight off my little butt. Once I figure out how to keep the hoop on my hips instead of my tummy...lol
I'm also excited by the prospect of going to the SGNC (SGCharlotte? did we agree on a name yet?) Halloween party with Schiavona and K_Rex.
I may also be helping them paint their porch since I need a productive way to alleviate stress that doesn't involve me killing everything on the monitor (so I play left 4 dead to vent...what of it?)
Hula hooping will help with the stress. So will painting and hanging with people that I don't see everyday in my apartment.
I'm gonna go be OCD and study my notes more, those straight A's wont maintain themselves!
xoxoxoxo
V
chrysis:
Thanks for the feedback on my MR set, sweetie. <33!