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These endless days are finally ending in a blaze....

So I really wanna get Mark Danielewski's book Only Revolutions. I've been wanting it for some time now, but just haven't been able to get it.

I'm feeling kinda lazy today... unmotivated is more the word actually. I went to bed at like 7 last night.. I can't believe that.. haha. I woke up thismorning at like 7 and watched Buffy, and got inspired to put in the 6th season and watch the musical. hah.

I need to be working on my paper for english, buuuut like I said, I feel very unmotivated. I do have some new pics though from the other night.

Me and Erik went to go see Silver Judas play at Front Street Music Hall, Erik is 24, but didn't have his ID so we got marked under, and then he goes inside and washes off his X's and we get kicked out about 30 seconds later... so yea.. it was lame. So we just went to Ortons and played pool (I kicked ass! ) and drank. Then went and hung out with Shade Boogy... Here's some pics from the night:




Me and Shade Boogy



Shade showing off his new tattoo.. hah








Yea, not much. They're all phone cam pics, so bad quality.

I have a tummy ache. Ick. I need some medicine. I think I am gonna go apply for jobs today... I need a job bad. There's this bistro opening up that I walk past every day on the way to school. They are still building the inside and there's a sign on the door that says they are hiring, and I figured with my restaurant experience I could do it.. but at the same time, I've also been told I'm not "black tie" material, so I'm scared of them turning me down because of that... but it would be cool because it would be a completely fresh start.. you know.. no seniority, no cliques, none of that stuff that you have to deal with when starting at a restaurant generally.

I also gonna apply at Two Guys grill, and maybe Nikki's sushi.... they're hiring.... so yea.

Oh yea!! My car is FINALLY fixed. All those problems were caused by a $25 part!! The thermostat that turns on the fan that cools the radiator was broken.. I wish I had gotten pics because I helped my dad do the work on my car. I also put on new pedals and a new gear shift and helped with the Coil Pack.. tons.. haha.

Okay well I'm gonna go work on some schoolwork and try to get something accomplished.. haha.

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So.. I feel really betrayed.. I have had a big crush on this boy for a while now, and been kinda confused as to what was going on so I haven't said anything on here... but tonight my "friend" asked him if he liked me, and he told her that we were just friends.. So he was hitting on my friend.. and she was totally flirting back... she knew how much I liked him... and she was like "well, would it be okay if I hooked up with him??" and I said NO, and she replied "C'mon... pleaaase..." and it just pisses me off. A real friend wouldn't do that.. and she still proceeded to flirt/lay on/hold hand/run off with him. I'm just really frustrated and needed to vent.