vkeithv

there have been a lot of things i've done over the past few months that i really regret. a lot of things i shouldn't have said or done and even more that i should have. i made a promise to someone that i broke within a weeks time. what kind of person does that make me? well, not a good friend, most definitely not a best friend. so, now i sit here and look back at all the things i've done and wish i could go back and fix them all. pretty much from the time i got back from indianapolis, i've been screwing. well, actually, the first time i talked to you on IM, i offended you. and guess what, not only have i hurt you, i've offended you again. wow, i'm incredible. i'm sorry i've been so awful, i'm sorry i haven't been honest (because if i had, things would be different) and i'm sorry i've pushed you away-again. i would give anything to go back to the way it was. because when it was good, wow, it was amazing. but when it was bad, jesus, it was horrible.
anyway, i don't know if the third time is the charm or what, i'm hoping it is. i'm tired of being emo and mopey.
if not, merry christmas.



today:
good clean fun.
metroschifter.
by the grace of god.
mineral.
braid.
and a very loud screamo mix.