Sometimes I think it's too hard to go on. I'm not depressed. I'm just exhausted you know? Like... damn... I have to deal with this again? I dunno, maybe I'm just ranting. Then again, I think the biggest reason I feel like I'm trodging through existence is because I refuse to believe that I am where I'm supposed to be. I've looked at it from as many angles as I care to, and it doesn't add up. There has to be something. Some meaning behind me being here. I don't mean being on earth... I'm not trying to be that deep. I mean... Why am I in San Antonio? All of my friends are back home. My family is too... So is there some greater cosmic entity willing me to be here for a reason? If so, then I need some guidance or something. Cause I'm not seeing whatever it is that it wants me to see. Well, until tomorrow meets today... Peace.
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