visionfromacrash

Being late to work paid off in ways I couldn't believe, but lets get away from that.

My reading list:
Don Quixote
A clockwork orange (in progress)
Fahrenheit 451
The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin
Trainspotting
Steppenwolf
The Biography of Alfred Hitchcock

My goal? Read these in a month.

CDs I've got on my to listen to list:
Soul coughing "Ruby Vroom"
John Coltrane's "The Olatunji Concert"
Vince Guaraldi "The Charlie Brown Suite & other favorites"
Howlin' Wolf "The Chess box"
Ray Charles "The Birth of Soul"
Thelonious Monk "The Complete Prestige recordings"
Bob Dylan Live in 1964

Same goal as above.

Partly, this is to escape the nagging dread I have over having two women in my life who I am interested in (Even though I'm not sure how one of them feels about me), and the fact that I will confront this before too long.

Then again, I also feel behind in my reading.

I watched Spiderman 2 last night, and I almost felt...odd in the way I identified with Peter Parker. Psychologically, I understand the secret identity issue, because I present the same type of attitude about my depression, and to an extent, the enemies he fights are similar to the enemies I constantly battle in my psyche.

Then again, I could be overshooting.

I see my psychiatrist for the first time since last summer on Thursday. I'm kind of nervous, but in a good way.

Random factoid: I hate getting my picture taken. Absolutely will go to every length not to have it happen.