Why can't there ever be a time in life when everything is going good??? I mean basically things are great with me right now, my friends fucking rule, my boyfriend is great, my job isn't sucking ass as much but and there always is a but, my dad is still sick. He was doing sooo good for awhile that I forgot he was sick but now I can't even look at him with out wanting to cry. It's like it was when he first got sick he can't sleep, he doesn't eat, he walks like a 100 year old man and he can't even walk very far. It just doesn't seem fair to me. He is one of the most generous people I know and he does so much for everyone else and never asks for anything in return. This is the main reason I have doubts about god I just don't get it.... 
arson_____:
I'm sorry your father is sick and that either of you have to go through this. I've been there and I know how hard it is. Maybe "to love and be loved" is the only reason any of us exist.
mothra:
I'm sorry, but at least the rest of life is good, and that counts for something. 