wow...this really sucks
that cute little job might not be a sure thing, as it turns out. today, at the second interview they actually asked for references and i kind of freaked out. i have lots of personal references (i.e. friends) but nothing really from my "professional" (i.e. job-related) life that i want to reveal right now. so i am going to make it look the best i can and hope they don't really check too closely. other than that, i guess it went ok....
so for now i am still the little house frau, i planted some flowers and cleaned up in the yard...mom would be proud.
so what is bothering you? i am sure that if you write it all out, your mind will feel better able to make it work...
that cute little job might not be a sure thing, as it turns out. today, at the second interview they actually asked for references and i kind of freaked out. i have lots of personal references (i.e. friends) but nothing really from my "professional" (i.e. job-related) life that i want to reveal right now. so i am going to make it look the best i can and hope they don't really check too closely. other than that, i guess it went ok....
so for now i am still the little house frau, i planted some flowers and cleaned up in the yard...mom would be proud.
so what is bothering you? i am sure that if you write it all out, your mind will feel better able to make it work...
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i have gotten a total of 9 hours of sleep this week. dispite my breathing machine for sleep, and medication, sleep is just a dream for me.
my motivation for work is horrible right now, and my apartment is in dire need of a cleaning. this weekend is booked solid too, so I guess ill be using my hours awake tonight to do laundry and hopefully tidy up.
Paycheck came today, and I sent most of it off for bills. It feels good to not carry a balance for anything, but man, I need some new clothes for work and leisure.
My 22 bday is in a month, maybe I can swing a few new shirts and pants from the parents.
Thanks for letting me vent! I do feel better!
otherwise, life is good and i'm feeling great.