violet

Today was another awesome day. The performance went well and my mind is racing with more ideas. I think tomorrow i'm going to take a hand mirror and put on my make up actually on the mirror... so when i look into the mirror it looks as if my face has make up on it, but it's really on the mirror...etc I think it will represent how women put on these masks to feel better about their reflection and really it is a mask to our natural beauty.

I feel that way often... very icky without make up on, I feel like i am definitely not at my best w/o makeup...and i hate it. It's prolly due to the fact my hair is black and without lipstick on i feel dead. And come to think of it, if my hair doesn't seem prsentable i feel ugly too. Funny how society has molded me that way. OR maybe i am just a girl who likes to play dressup.

I took beautiful photographs today, and it was awesome because i got praised for them. I'm in no way a 'photographer" but it was cool that the digital pics i took, ended up having amazing composition.

it's a hardwork week but enjoyable. Life is good. I'm happy and the best part is, I am not crediting this happiness to anyone else. There are no boys i'm after, I seriously am in this stage of my life where things are getting so good I almost can't believe it.

To all y'all i haven't talked to in a while! I'm sorry I have been so MIA! I still love you guys...i'm just busy!