Bobby came over last night to do laundry, and we ended up talking for a couple hours and cuddling...
Just as he was about ready to fall asleep with me in his arms. He started kissing my back in his sleep. They were so sweet and soft, and arousing I could almost say that his kisses on my back were as good as sex. We spent about 2-3 hours grazing our finger tips over each others backs and stomachs...in a teasing kind of way...but we didn't do anything naughty! I stuck to my guns, as hard as it was, and he didn't push it, which i appreciated.
Needless to say we were both pretty turned on. it was fun and frusterating, but really mostly fun to have intimacy without giving into our temptation to fuck each others brains out, like we have so many times before.
it is much easier to not be emotionally distraught about wanting more from him because now I'm really not giving him pleasure in a way that makes me vunerable and emotional. playing with hands and kisses feel great, it's safe, and i'm not going to get pregnant or get diseases from kissing and touching...so he can do whatever with other girls and it won't bother me much, because I'm not really putting myself at risk this way. And hopefully this way he and i can hang out and have fun, be good friends, get to know each other, and enjoy each other's company, without worry or hurt feelings.
And that way if anything ever does evolve between him and i and we decide to have a situation that involves more than friendship or making out, then if we have sex it will mean more, and I will be able to give myself to him without fear of him not feeling the same way back.
And since we talked and relaxed, I feel like i'm getting to know him better, and I really like it. He is super sweet and smart, and i'm really happy that our communication is good so that we can have a close friendship that I think we both value.
xoxoxx,
Miss Violet Suicide
Just as he was about ready to fall asleep with me in his arms. He started kissing my back in his sleep. They were so sweet and soft, and arousing I could almost say that his kisses on my back were as good as sex. We spent about 2-3 hours grazing our finger tips over each others backs and stomachs...in a teasing kind of way...but we didn't do anything naughty! I stuck to my guns, as hard as it was, and he didn't push it, which i appreciated.
Needless to say we were both pretty turned on. it was fun and frusterating, but really mostly fun to have intimacy without giving into our temptation to fuck each others brains out, like we have so many times before.
it is much easier to not be emotionally distraught about wanting more from him because now I'm really not giving him pleasure in a way that makes me vunerable and emotional. playing with hands and kisses feel great, it's safe, and i'm not going to get pregnant or get diseases from kissing and touching...so he can do whatever with other girls and it won't bother me much, because I'm not really putting myself at risk this way. And hopefully this way he and i can hang out and have fun, be good friends, get to know each other, and enjoy each other's company, without worry or hurt feelings.
And that way if anything ever does evolve between him and i and we decide to have a situation that involves more than friendship or making out, then if we have sex it will mean more, and I will be able to give myself to him without fear of him not feeling the same way back.
And since we talked and relaxed, I feel like i'm getting to know him better, and I really like it. He is super sweet and smart, and i'm really happy that our communication is good so that we can have a close friendship that I think we both value.
xoxoxx,
Miss Violet Suicide
jessica:
ooh that sounds crazy sensual!
mobprod:
All right! Keep up de good work! Poetry in motion, sister...